Compilation of One Shots

Angst

We are unusual, tragic and alive, As free as the ocean.

Welcome to reality.

Where people want to kill even if it's illegal, no one will paint stars into the sky.

Killing such memories and dreams without using knife but with life,

Slowly deteriorationg into nothing but insanity and angst.

And you just sit there, thinking of how would you escape this feelings,

Wondering if the moon comes up at night,

Hoping the sun shines all the time.

Words are the killer, actions are the abuser,

You should be sleeping but your thought are wide awake,

So fucked up, trying so hard, but still darkness arrived.

Feeling so alone, like no one needs you,

Sick of every damn thing of life.

Hiding from the thoughts of dying, 

That always seem to follow you at night.

People sound so sweet when they lie,

Now you understand why peter pan didn't want to grow up.

Everyone's so flawed, but you are underrated,

A kind heart is useless because the world is a repetition of twinge.

Can't erase it from your mind, you just replay it,

Over and over again, thinking of it all time.

Be more controlling even if it's hurt,

Don't be perfect, maybe a little drunk.

Your heart is somehow light,

Don't let it cover by your mind.

Stop over-thinking, nothing's wrong with you,

We are unusual, tragic and alive,

As free as the ocean.