Are you saving me? (Brallon/Ryden)

Chapter 22- Casual Affair

Brendon's POV:

     I nod slowly. He looks down with hurt eyes. "B-Brendon, I-I'm gonna go" he says. And just like that he's gone. I just lost the love of my life. I dropped to my knees and cry for what seems like forever. I need to get him back. Damn, I need a drink.

**One week later**

     I wake up. I look over to see Ryan fast asleep. I feel so broken. Me and Ryan have just been hooking up. I miss Dallon. I miss his smile, his laugh, his eyes. I'm getting sick of crying myself to sleep every night.

     I stand up. I can't take this any more. I look at Ryan. "Ryan, get out," I say and he wakes up. He turns on his back. "W-What?" he asks sleepily. "I said, get out," I say a bit louder and point to the door. He rolls out of bed and grabs his clothes. I watch him walk up to me. "You sure you want to do this, baby?" he asks and I cross my arms. "Don't fucking call me that and get out of my house." I reply and push him out my bedroom door. He begins to walk down the stairs. "You'll miss me, Urie," he says and smirks at me before leaving my house.

     What an asshole. Damn him for being hot. I fall to the floor. I think I'm gonna be sick..