Author's Notue:
Ayyyy guys!💖 I'll be making more of these "Comfort for ______" imagines cause I want you guys to feel better! 💕 So comment down what you're afraid of or what your phobia is and I'll be making a imagine for it. 💋
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(( Comfort for Insecurity ))
Y/N's POV
I feel like I'm a whale.
I scan myself for the nth time in the mirror trying to pinch away the fats I've been poking since an hour ago. My body isn't at its best state right now and as a girlfriend of an idol, I want to impress him sometimes.
I sigh, still thinking a way to get rid of the fats I've got since me and Woojin got together. He has been feeding me a lot of food back then, I mean he still does these days but I never really eat them. I give them to the near charity place here or to the street children I sometimes see whenever I come home from my early jog.
I suddenly heard my stomach growl as I clutched it. I glanced at the calendar beside the wall clock in my room, counting the days that I haven't eaten a proper meal.
Since 4 weeks ago, I've only been eating some fruits and vegetables. Unlike my normal days way before my diet week, I've been eating as if there was no tomorrow. Before I'd always order something big, bigger even for a normal person to eat in one day.
Woojin found it cute and I was happy that he didn't stop me from eating a lot. But after a few times of thinking, I finally had the courage to look in the mirror only to find something I wasn't really proud to look at that time.
I sighed as I shook my head and opened the door to my room when I heard someone knock from it.
"There's my girlfriend, I've been looking for you everywhere! I----... " He stopped talking when he face me when he was talking placing boxes beside him.
He suddenly scan me from top to bottom with worried eyes suddenly attacking me with a bear hug.
"W-Woojin...? " I ask when he suddenly lifted me up bridal style.
"You. Me. Couch. Now. " he says as he placed me in the couch and I blushed deeply, pushing away the thought that I was thinking that was wrong. (A/N: ehem I see what you did there 😂)
He sat beside me fully facing me as he held both of my hands, still a pair of worried eyes piercing through me.
"Is something wrong? " I speak up as he sighs.
"I should be the one asking that babe. " He says, massaging my hands with hi thumb lightly as I had an idea of what we were going to talk about now.
"Have you been eating these days? " He suddenly asked making me flinch a bit. I am not really fond of lying to him because we made a promise not to. But this, I'll consider this as a white lie, I need to do it because I want to.
"Yeah, why?" I say coming close to him as I crack a small smile.
Please don't notice anything.
He stares at my eyes, as if he was looking for the truth as I sighed and look down.
"Y/N... I heard you the other night crying by the bathroom while you were looking at yourself and there were a lot of pictures of Victorious Secret Models scattered everywhere. "
He says as I felt my ears burn and my cheeks flushed as I remain not looking I to his eyes."Please tell me what's wrong. I've been away for a few weeks and I come back seeing you... All skinny... " he says as I felt a bit of rage. I did this for him and he ended up being disappointed at me? Wow.
I get away from his grip as I walk to the kitchen getting a glass of water.
"Y/N..." he says as I heard footsteps meaning he followed me.
"Enough, Woojin. If you honestly don't appreciate the fact that I was doing this for you then I think we should just stop what were doing right now------" I was cut off when he suddenly grabbed my waist and carried me over his shoulder to the bedroom as I struggled and screamed for him to let go.
He placed me in the bed and tried to hold my hand again as I flinch a few times at his actions avoiding his touch.
"Babe... " he soothe as I look the other way, totally in rage about this matter.
"You think I'll love you if you become one of those models? " he asked as it took me a moment to realize that I did.
I did this because I wanted you to love me more. Because I thought you'll be sick and tired a a fat dork just being a lazy ads in the house, not even going anything at all.
"Baby, look at me. " he says with his voice suddenly going to a lower octave. I bowed my head down as he held both of my hands.
"Eyes up here baby. " He says again as I slowly meet his deep, dark brown eyes.
"There she is." he smiles as he pecked my whole face lightly starting with my forehead to my nose and to both of my cheeks but not my lips which got me kind of disappointed.
He chuckles at me and suddenly turns serious again.
"Y/N, I love you for who you are. And I could care less about what other people say because they don't know you. They don't know of how much of a good person you are. A lot of people in this world loves you, not because you're trying to be someone else but because you are you. You don't try to be someone else, you don't try to be fake. You're your own person and that's what I love about you. You're careless personality whenever we go out together, it honestly makes me feel like I have the most perfect girl and everyone's jealous of me. You're beautiful, you're talented, you're amazing, you're here for a purpose, you're worth it. " he pauses as he slowly made our foreheads touch as I closed my eyes, still feeling his stare at me.
"And I love you... " he says in a breathy voice as I shot my eyes open only to see him attach out lips together as we kissed passionately.
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The next day
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"Woojin!!!! " I scream across the room hearing a scrambling of things and heavy footsteps making its way to the room.
"What happened?! " he suddenly calmed down when he saw me with a measuring tape.
"You scared me. " he chuckles as he made his way closer to me.
"Guess my waist line now. " I say to him, he wanted my body to be back with the same measurements I had before as he said he would be very happy if I'd do so. So I did. I ate everything I could last night and slept, making the fats turn back in the morning.
"Is it back? " he asks with a cute smile in his face.
I nod in response as he lifted m up and spun me around.
"Why do I feel like this was a confession that I was pregnant. " I laugh as he out me down.
"Do you want one? " he smirks at me wiggling his eyebrows as I felt my face blush deeply and punched his chest lightly.
"Aish! " I say running away from him as he catches up and we cuddled for the rest of the day.
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Author's Notue:
I'm. Lame. I'm. Sorry.
To everyone who is feeling insecure out there... PLEASE REMEMBER.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. YOU ARE LOVED.
I LOVE YOU💖
And that will be all for today my chingus and I'll be seeing you, in my next update! 💗
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