Stray Kids Imagines

Jisung (Rqstd)

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Mei's POV

Think, Mei. Think.

I, again,  struggled with the notes I've took down for the finals. It was really hard catching up to the fact that our teacher have a really low voice and I'm located behind the whole class making me have less information on what she was actually teaching. 

I sigh as I turn on my lamp and started to take other notes for the other major subjects as I try to calm myself down. Feeling my palms shake and sweat from too much nervousness, thinking that I might not pass the exams and start the whole year again. I breath a few time and shake my hands in process as I went back to writing.

You can do this, you can.

3 hours later

Wait, what was I supposed to do again?

I tap my pen repeatedly by the table trying to recall what I was supposed to do with this math problem.  Its been literally 3 hours of me thinking of what the actual hell I was supposed to calculate with this problem and I haven't even started with anything yet.

You know what forget about it,  onto the next subjects.

I went down stairs to get myself a glass of milk and spotted Jisung,  my boyfriend,  by the couch with his laptop,  trying to write some lyrics. I try to quitely open the fridge but failed. He turned his head to me and gave me a smile.  I return back the smile but quickly made my way back to my room when he suddenly said "Jagi..."

I didn't really want anything to distract me right now,  the exams are 3 days away and I can't even get over one freakin' math problem.  I sigh as I locked my door,  feeling really guilty to the fact that I needed to decline and ignore my boyfriend for the past week now. I shook my head,  going back to my studies as I set aside my math notes and books and replaced them with my history ones.

"Which famous traitor defected from the Continental Army to help the British in......1780...?" I hesitate as I think about what lessons we learned in History.

We didn't even learn this!

I took my phone out and dialed one of my best friends who was in the same class as me.

"Hey Mei, what's up? " She says,  sounding so chilled and relaxed.

"Hey,  have we learned about the Continental Army in History class the other day? " I asked,  a bit in hurry,  as I take out a small note and a pen just in case she gives information that I didn't get from the teacher.

"Well, I don't really know, I wasn't listening. " She giggled as I heaved a frustrated sigh and threw my pen.

"Oh my god,  how can you not listen when you're literally sitting in front of her?! " I burst, massaging my temples.

"Hey,  Mei.  You need to relax, you've been stuck in your house for days now. That doesn't help in making you concentrate for the exa----" I groaned as I cut her off.

"Relax? You think if I waste hours of just sleeping and partying I would relax? Are you dumb? Finals are literally 3 days away and I'm not carrying my ass to that stupid bar you're telling me to go to because I obviously care about my grades unlike you! " I raise my octave feeling frustrated on how she actually have the guts to approached me like that.

I end the call and threw my phone across the room,  screaming in process.

I wont be able to freakin' graduate because of my stupidity right now.

I ruffled my hair and breathed heavily trying to catch my breath.

Later on,  I heard a knock,  knowing who it was I didn't budge in my seat and stayed quite.

"Jagi?" I hear a faint call from Jisung behind the door.

"What do you want Jisung?" I say,  trying to control my temper.

"Can you please let me in? I heard some things falling,  are you alri---"

"Leave me alone Jisung." I say cutting him off as I went near the door, hearing him sigh.

"Mei, please. You've been like this for days.  Please let's talk this out. " he pleads soothingly as I just groan in response.

I open the door facing a pair of worried eyes staring at me. It just makes me more furious.

"Mei.... I... "

"Don't even start Jisung. I don't want to hear anything from you right now so would you please just leave me alone? I've been trying to learn my lessons these past few days and if you can't understand that I could always leave. Just tell me honestly. " I say controlling my breathing in process.

His eyes began to glisten as I forcefully shut my eyes,  not wanting this to happen to me or him or anyone around me. Suddenly,  he hugged me and I felt a sting of pain in my chest,  making tears well up my eyes. Which made my anger just grow more because I didn't want to cry at this time at all.  This wasn't the time to cry.
"Let go Jisung! " I try pushing him but he just wouldn't budge. 

"LET... ME... GO!! " I tried punching his chest as I felt tears streaming down my cheeks already and stopped what I was doing.

"Mei... Please... " he choked, hugging me tighter caressing my hair lightly.

I felt guilt eating my whole figure up as I start to sob and hug him back.

"Baby.... " he soothes as I couldn't stop the tears flowing from my face.

"I'm... s-so tired... I-I... " I couldn't continue what I was trying to say as the pain took over me. Crying for a good 30 minutes, he helped me calm down and I did.  Still sniffing and trying hard not to sob again.

"Mei, you're over doing this. This is too much for you." he starts as I fiddle with my fingers knowing that everything that happened to me was my fault.

"You've  been stressed for a week now and you haven't even eaten a proper meal or slept properly. Why are you like this? I try to let you feel like I'm here with you but you always neglect me.  Jagi,  the reason why I'm here is to help you. And I want you to feel that okay? " He soothes as I slowly went back to sobbing as he hugged me rubbing my back.

"I-Im... Sorry.. " I choked wiping my tears away.

"There's no need to be sorry baby,  just always remember that I'm here okay?  I'll always be here for you to guide and help you.  To love you. Please, please don't be afraid to approach me in times like this. Promise me okay? " he says cupping my cheeks and looking at me in the eye. I nod slightly in response as he wiped my tears away and pecked me all over my face making those kiss sounds.

"I love you,  remember that... " he says as we cuddle and I fell asleep with my head in his chest.