Stray Kids Imagines

Bang Chan

Y/N's POV

I locked myself in my room for the nth time this month. I was so depressed ever since the day that my Mom left me and my Dad to go live with another family. I felt anger, sadness and loneliness. But the other side of my felt a longing for a Mother's love. This has been a habit for me since last month. Going to school an hour early, coming back and locking myself in my room for the rest of the day. I don't even care if I dont eat. I could care less about my physical features anyways. And again, I take out the photo albums I've been keeping ever since I was a kid. Flipping the pages and looking at the pictures slowly as I felt a good tear flow across my cheek to one of the pictures. It was a picture of me and my Mom. We were holding ice creams with our face full with sprinkles and smudges of ice cream. I remember this. All the good times. I remember all the good times. I mean, how could I ever forget? I continue to flip more pages and found myself crying and weeping in the middle of the night. Then again, I cry myself to sleep.

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I put on my shoes quickly as I fix my hair before going down stairs. I silently tiptoe across the kitchen and tried my best to be quite as I make breakfast for my Dad. Though I may not be eating, my Dad should stay healthy. He works really hard to make me study and to pay our bills for the house. So I need to be a responsible daughter in exchange for his love towards me. I place the letter saying I was gone early and that he should be eating a lot. I took the last bite from the toast bread I made for myself and set off to go to school.

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I went straight to my locker once I found myself inside the Campus grounds. I quickly fixed my things and turned around to meet a pair of worried eyes on me.

Chan...

Chan was my first ever best friend ever since we were practically in diapers. He was the only one I could tell my problems to. The only person I practically talk to. The guy I like...

"You didn't answer my calls last night." He came closer to me.

"Y-you called?" I stuttered, feeling butterflies in my stomach.
I look the other way and slowly walked away from him. Before I could go further he grabbed my wrist and pulled me to the rooftop.

"We really need to talk." He said.

"But we're gonna be late." I made an excuse. I'm not really comfortable in these kinds of situation and he knows that. But he always brings it up. I sigh thinking of my past and future again. Am I really gonna be like this for the rest of my life? Going Home, ignoring the world as if it hasn't done anything bad to make me feel this way?

"Y/N..." I felt a pair of hands against my arms.

My eyes meet his and we had a good 2 minute staring competition. After that he sighed.

"Look, Chan. I'm really sorry but I'm not in the mood to ta---"

"I like you..." He scratched the back of his neck.

Me on the other hand was feeling light and hot especially on my cheeks. He likes me? My mind cant process well, is that why Im hearing things?

"Wha----"

"Y/N I like you, from the very start until now." He continued, looking at me straight in the eyes.

My heart was beating fast as a smile crept its way to my lips. The only thing I could hear was the echoing sound of the words he said, my heart beating and the beautiful sound of the wind rushing through the hallways.

He likes me back.

Is this what they call happiness? The emotion felt when you recieve love from another person? The emotion felt by the luckiest persons on earth? Does this mean Im one of the luckiest persons? Yes, very.

"You're smiling..." He came closer with a smile plastered in his face. A sad one though. What is wrong with him?

"Its okay if you don't feel the same, I'll respect you're decision cause I love you." He sighed.

My heart beats fast again. First he said he 'likes' me, then he says he 'loves' me. I came back to my senses as I saw him already walking away from me. I suddenly ran and hugged him from the back. Clutching onto him.

"I like you too Chan..." I covered my face in his back and he held my face making me face him.

What if this was all a dream? What did I do to deserve this? I shouldn't be the one experiencing this kind of happiness.

"Y/N... Wha---"

"What if this is only a dream?" I half whispered feeling a lump in my throat as I try to lessen my crying. He wiped my tears away using his thumb and smiled. What if he suddenly leaves?

"What if I was only dreaming that I was gonna be happy again?" I continued. What if he suddenly disappears in front of me?

This is too good to be true. I can't be this lucky. I've never been this lucky in my whole entire life. Is my mind too tired of me thinking that I don't have parents that's why my imagination took over to make me to be happy for once? I covered my mouth with my hands and tried to stop my weeping.

"This isn't a dream." He continued wiping my tears. He kissed my forehead and hugged me. I felt a warm kind of electricity in my forehead where he kissed it. I slowly hugged him back, afraid that he might fade away if I clutch onto him too much he'll fade away like in the movies. Afraid that this happiness I'm feeling right now will fade away leaving me all alone again.

He breaks the hug and held my cheek again. "Y/N, I know you've been feeling depressed and lonely lately. But that doesn't mean that you can't be happy. Yes, you're parents left you for other families but that's their loss. Not yours. They've lost a very intelligent, smart and beautiful daughter. And I am willing to take you into my life and be with me forever." He paused looking into my eyes deeply.

I felt tears starting to fall again, not from sadness but from too much joy.

"So I, Bang Chan, promise to never leave you and always make you happy for the rest of our lives." He smiled.

"Y/N, will you be---"

I hugged him as he laughed and spun me around.

"Yes!! Yes!! Yes!!" I hugged him tighter as he pulled me down and kissed me on the lips.

I guess it is possible for a person to be happy again, even at their loneliest and darkest days, happiness is always present. You just need to be brave enough to find it and keep it.😊

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Author's Noteu:

Why do I feel like I ended this like the ones in the Disney princesses story when the Grandmother tells a story and ends it with a lesson😂😂 Well at least I'm done with It😊

IM INLOVE WITH STRAY KIDS DONT JUDGE MEEEEEEE. BTW THEY HAVE 2000 LINERS GUESS WHAT IM A 2002 LINER HELL YEAH WE WERE MEANT TO BE😂 *CRAZY FAN MODE*

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