SeungMin (Rqstd)

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Author's Notue:

I am so sorry, but I am still a bit confused about how your story will turn out but I did get some ideas to it. I hope thos turns out the way you imagined it to be @derpy_yoongi .(Hopefully) 😂 I had a lot of fun writing this!😻 Enjoy!

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Y/N's POV

A world full of people. People who wake up in the morning, study, work, take care of their children, have the best times of their lives or worst. People who experience emotions they haven't experienced before. Being hurt, falling in love, feeling devastated, ill and all those unexplainable feelings that most people haven't experinced yet.

Going out to face the world as a little kid was something I was regretful to do. Since I was a kid of imagination, I never really thought of the fact that there was one day, that reality would just slap itself to my face and just hit me hard with the fact that though I was a child, reality would always be the biggest boundary that one could ever experience.

Walking out to the world now, everything just felt so dull.

It felt like the world doesn't revolve around me the way I want it to. Like everything that I ever wanted to be, to fulfill, to accomplish and to pursue, just scattered and thrown to the side like a piece of paper drawn with scribbles all over it.

All of the things that I imagined before were crushed and crumpled by reality today.

All of the happenings today never really crossed my mind at all. Not even once have I had the kind of idea of losing every single hope and cheerfulness I had in me.

I rub the right side of my arm, feeling the in born tint of black writings, reading it in my mind as I trace the dark lines.

KSM.

It never really meant anything to me until one day, my parents just decided to split ways, not caring about what I was going to do or where I was going to go. After the big fight, everything was so dark. I felt so alone. I felt like everyone have their eyes on me only to look with digust and pity.

But now that I've grown, I now know the value of being alone. The important of being independent and standing all by yourself. What I dont know is that, how am I supposed to know the message of this printed letters on my arm.

Does it also have a value? To my life? To my personality? To me?

Walking down the dull and narrow halls I try to ask myself, if I know who this person is, am I willing to give him my all?

It sounds weird and unacceptable but everyone living in this planet today, has in born letters by their body. And in every step in their lives, if the letter slowly fade, it means both you and your soulmate are fulfilling and doing your tasks well to make both of you come close and meet each other.

That was one of my problems.

I enter one of the classrooms and placed my things to the nearest desk by the door. As I sat down looking through the old pages of the book that was given to me since I was little. I was so into reading the pages with philosophical messages about life and the journey's of a teen until I felt a presence which sent goosebumps all over my back.

"Good Morning Y/N." the boy greets as I shot my head up to meet his glitening brown eyes which always sends me falling into them and not wanting to come up for air.

I nod in response, my lips forming into a smile as all the regretful things that were on my mind suddenly fade away and was replaced by sudden happiness and the eagerness to actually continue life everyday.

Come to think of it, he was the only reason. Why I was still here. And yes, I am not afraid to say that. Though it may be a big will to actually have unexplainable and frightening feelings towards a person you have been close friends with ever since you were in diapers, it was the only things that kept me going.

The feeling Im experiencing right now is something that normal people would experience, the only difference is... it is wrong.

Its very wrong to feel this way towards a best friend, with the other person only having the thought of you as friends and not actually having the same mutual feelings since that person never really had come across the thought od having you with him being together as more than friends or as we say... soulmates.

We started our day together and ended it together, as always, playing around, studying and all those other things that normal friends would do on a normal day.

"Its just that were not normal."

"What?" He says as I realized because of all the thoughts that were running through my mind for the whole day, I actually thought too loud.

I faked a smile and shook my head lightly, signaling a 'nothing'. We continued our way to my place like we usually do, he walks me home as he lived beside me for the past years weve been friends.

As we giggled with each others joke and puns, we found ourselves automatically stopping in front of our old house's gate, just focusing on the rusty gate infront of me made me flinch once I saw an actual figure by the few steps going to the door inside my house.

He held my hand as he gripped it tight and I gripped it back. As I tried to control my breathing, my mind slowly processed on what was exactly going on.





She's here.

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