Stray Kids Imagines

Changbin III

Author's Note will be by the end of the chapter.

Enjoy.💫

Y/N's POV

Good morning stupid world. I'm not fucking happy to see you.

I reached to my phone and turned off my alarm as I quickly made my way out of the room to check if Changbin was still there.

I dont know.

I dont know why I had that enormous feeling of hatred to him yesterday when I have this feeling of fear today. Fear of losing him...again. I think the world isn't the one who's stupid, its me.

I searched by the kitchen and the sala, he wasn't there. My felt like it was breaking into pieces and the only hope I had was the hatred that was still present in it. It was keeping it from falling. But I know I cant keep this up for long. I know that I would just find myself drinking and crying the shit out of my eyes again.

This is why I hate feelings.

This is why I hate him.

Do I?

"Good morning Y/N." I slightly jumped from the unexpected greeting, having the thought thay he already left.

My heart starts to beat fast again.

Im a fucking idiot.

I opened my mouth to say something but he immediately cuts me off.

"I know you told me to leave when the rain stops, but... I cant. Sorry." He scratches his neck, a mannerism he still carries even after all these years.

I need to stop.

"But I really couldn't leave after what happened. I'm sorry." He sighs then suddenly looks at me with a slight smile.

"But I also stayed to say that I'm agreeing to sell the house." It made my heart beat in a unexplainable matter. I was angry st him and I still am, but with him doing this. This meant a lot to me. Maybe, we can still be friends and not just complete strangers.

"Why all of the sudden?" I asked, feeling a somewhat comfort between us again. It wasnt the same comfort I used to feel when we were together but it was something that may be seen as a starting of a new chapter, as friends.

"Cause, I want to see you as a doctor." He pauses and went outside and sat near the gate as I did so as well.

Did he really just say that?

"I didn't want you to think that I came all the way here, back to you, to make you feel more frustrated and sad about our mistakes--mine specifically. I really didn't mean to make you feel that way yesterday, I just wanted to see that same old Y/N I used to. The bubbly, slightly childish and happy Y/N, the one who always plays jokes on me whenever I was down. And I know we're adults now and that everythings different. I then realize that I couldn't change the mere fact that we weren't together anymore." He then faced me as I felt tears in my eyes. He did change.

I was just too blinded about the mistales he's done, the damage he made, that I didnt see what kind of person he became, just for me.

"But aside all that..." He then stood up, stretching his arms up. "I'll be leaving today. I'm going back to Korea to continue my job." He checked his wrist watch as I stood up as well.

"I'm sorry." I breathed slowly as he the. shot his head to me. He again, looked worried.

"W-why are you crying? D-did I d-do something? Im so sorry!" He came close to me as he wiped my tears with his thumb and I sniffed a few times looking at the guy infront of me.

"Dont." I say as he flinched, moving away from me.

"Sorry, I kept forgetting about the few meters thing-" I cut him off by hugging him and placing my head on his chest. It was a beautiful day, the sun was up, the breeze was cold and the surroundings was stunning. Maybe it was a good day to give another chance as well?

"Dont leave." I say as I felt his arms by my waist and he suddenly spun me around.

There was a silemce between us when he caressed my hair making me look at his eyes.

"Are you sure? I dont want to hurt you again-" Cutting him off, I smiled.

"Stay." We then made our way to the Airport, ready to change our lives in Korea, together.

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Author's Note:

I know I cut it short, and I know I missed a few lines that were really heart triggering but I had to cause I'll be having another short hiatus until Semester break😢

But y'all dont worry. I MIGHT open another Request Log, since Ill be leaving for a short while. And Ill be making those when I come back.

Also, credits to the movie 'The Hows Of Us' the whole 3 chapter imagine was inspired by it (though not all scenes were placed and I did change a whole lot of things).

So yeah, see y'all in my next update!

Byeeee!👋💕