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Sam stared at his work on his desk, tears welled in his own eyes. He blinked one out of his eye, writing down the answer to the question he was one.
"Hey man," a sudden voice snapped him out of trance. Glancing up, it was Tristan. "You okay?"
Sam shook his head. "No.. I fucked up.." He drew his head into his knees, crying silently.
"What happened?"
"I lost Colby to my own idiocy. I messed up Tristan, and I knew I'm the only thing keeping him alive.. I messed up, and I might lose him forever."
"How did you lose Colby?" Inquired Tristan. "Like what did you do?"
"I let Kale in the way," murmured Sam, lifting his head. "I let Kale convince me to be his and- ugh.."
"So you cheated on Colby?"
"I never cheated.. I never gave Kale an answer. I've been hanging out with him more often, and when Colby finally had enough-" he was cut off by a door opening. In cake Colby. His hands red, probably from punching a wall, his eyes puffed and wet. Bloodshot as well. He glared at the blonde, forcing to the teacher, handing his late pass in.
Tristan sighed aloud. "I don't know much I can say.. Except that you fucked up majorly." His eyes trailed to Colby, who sat down in his seat, holding back another set of tears. "And I don't know if you can recover this.."
Sam nodded slightly. "He won't forgive me.. Even if he does, he won't ... Ugh.. I love him, Tristan, but I just... Messed up majorly."
Tristan sighed, moving his bangs out of
his face. "You did, Sam. There's nothing I can help you about that." The another male stood up, walking back to his seat to finish his work.
Glaring at his own paper, the blonde snapped his pencil. He sighed. "Another broken pencil," he whispered.
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It was after school. Colby wasn't walking to Sam's house, he was walking to the mall. He glared at the cement, running through everything. Colby lost his only reason to live.
"Oof!" Another person said, running into the brunette.
"I am so sorry-" he started, but looked up to see Kale.
"Oh no, you are completely fine!" Kale flashed a friendly smile.
Don't forget, this is who stole Sam from you, a voice sneered.
"I better continue on my way," Colby said, hurrying pasted the purple - haired man. He sighed, slowing down slightly.
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Kale looked rather confused as he continued to Sam's house. The two were supposed to hang out today. Coming upon his house, he knocked.
Opening the door was a crying Sam.
"Sam? You okay?" Kale inquired, wrapping him into a hug.
"N-no.." He whispered. "I lost him, Kale.. I fucked it up."
He pulled away. "What? How?"
Sam sighed. "I don't want to say." He pulled Kale into his house, shutting the door. "All I know is .. I don't think I'm getting him back.. Ever.."
The dyed hair male put on a pained expression. "I'm sure it'll be okay." He ran his hand on the blonde's arm.
"You don't understand.."
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Everything is Blue ≽ Solby
Fanfic" everything is blue, his pills, his hands, his jeans " Sequel to "be my bad boy" ≽ It's been two years since the boys got together. Two years clean of suicidal tendencies for Colby Brock. Two years since the incident with Ace. Two years since major...
