Beautiful silence, Beautiful pain
We're only human; We're meant to dream
Lost in a life full of mistakes
We do what feels right,Then fall with no grace
Chased by the sun
Escaping flatlines
Dreams are a curse, Wake up you're alive!
Oh, I'm slowly fading from the misery
I've accepted who I'm supposed to be, I've accepted who I'm supposed to see; Lady in the mirror
Oh, everyday I'm getting a bit older
And every time I break I get stronger
Everyday it's getting a bit colder,
When I grow closer,
To the devil on my shoulder, To the devil on my shoulder
Beautiful silence, Beautiful pain, Beautiful people
But we're all stained..
Lost in a life, Full of mistakes, We do what feels rightThen we fall with no grace
I'mma sinnerI'mma tainted saint,
I'mma savior.. It's all the same.
Chased by the sun, Escaping flatlines
Dreams are a curse; Wake up you're alive!
Oh,I'm slowly fading from the misery
I've accepted who I'm supposed to be, I've accepted who I'm supposed to see
Lady in the mirror..
Oh, everyday I'm getting a bit older
And every time I break I get stronger,
Everyday it's getting a bit colderWhen I grow closer...
To the devil on my shoulder, To the devil on my shoulder..
We're all broken, it's fateIt's the way that we're made.
All the pieces are there, They just aren't in their place
So I struggle to stand ,
But don't ask for a hand;
My pride tells me, "No, You're better alone"
I'm uncomfortably numb
As I stuff what I've found
And I start to shut down,
Freeze in front of a crowd
It's what I don't say; I don't love, I don't hate
Closing my mouth and turning my face,
But it's no way to live..
to have nothing to give,
Consuming the doubt,
Not letting them in,
But I'm not here to win, but To survive but I'm already dead...
So I picked up my head, oh, I picked up my head, I picked up my head..
Oh everyday I'm getting a bit older, Everyday it's getting a bit colder,
Oh everyday I'm getting a bit older..
Everyday it's getting a bit colder..
When I grow closer..
To the devil on my shoulder.
(I didn't write this, I just relate to it. It's a song called The Devil On My Shoulder.)
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I'm Insane
Poetry**TRIGGER WARNING** this is a vent about my shitty life, enjoy :))