❝Please don't fall in love. Better yet, don't love someone. You don't have the right to love.❞
what happens when everything you draw on your skin
also appears on your soulmate's skin?
but somehow taehyung doesn't believe in soulmates
❥ high school a...
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I need you girl Why am I in love alone, why am I hurting alone
- BTS / I Need You
- - - - I Didn't Believe In Love
Actually I was the person at my school who everyone knew as the boy who didn't believe in love. I was hardcore about it. I had my theory to a science. The whole we find a name for something we wish would exist, but we are driven by animal passion. Marriage is finding someone who you can stand to be with for extended periods of time. There is no one true person because you are compatible with so many different people... all that.
I stuck by it.
I always explained my theory to my flings so that they knew what they were getting into and they didn't expect too much out of me. And every single one of them said: "I'll be the one to prove to you that love exists."
All but this last one.
She just accepted my belief and said that although she didn't share my beliefs she would respect mine and it was all cool. And she never bothered me about it again. My other flings tried to push me into saying I love you. And of course, I wouldn't. I hate people, who say they love their partners for the sole purpose of talking. Or because they're dating and therefore it must be true. It was part of the reason why I couldn't believe in love. How could a feeling that was tossed around so easily exist?
My girlfriend insisted that we spend a lot of time together, and at first I was terrified of the prospect. Why the hell would a girl want to spend every freaking day with me? But it was nice, even if the both of us just sat in a cafe looking through pictures together, and there are days where we stay at either one of our house and study together every day just to see me a bit longer.
You have to remember since I didn't believe in love, I also wasn't all for getting all that attached. The last flings I had started fights with on purpose so that they'd break up with me because I was afraid they were getting too attached and I didn't need that level of seriousness messing with my life.
And what was most impressive was that she was trying her hardest to develop a relationship. I started fights with her to see if she could handle them. And she would go over to my house to talk it out. Refuse to hang up to fix the problem.
When summer break started, I had every opportunity to break up with her the cruel way, over letters or text. I knew I could. And I was ready to. But I sat down and thought about it. For a long time. I remembered the way she held me when whenever I was feeling down, the way she would drop everything she's doing when I called her over, the way she was late to school on days I was sick just to make sure I fell asleep okay... And I knew there was something different.
And you can't explain love. But all I know is that the same day I was about to send her the letter that said I loved her was the day she sent hers, saying she didn't care if I didn't love her, but she loved me and I was going to have to get over it.
So God please save this girl for me. I love her with my whole life. Wake up, Jennie. I love you.
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