The Love Song Project |Completed|

All of Me... But none of her.

~Zack~
It's my turn to go up and I'm so nervous. I'm just glad that I got Ms. Mullins to let Tomika stay for my performance. I hope she doesn't suspect anything. I'm singing All of Me by John  Legend. 

What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning

'Cause I give you all, all of me
And you give me all, all of you

How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every move
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm, and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all, all of you
Give me all of you

Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you
I give you all, all of me
And you give me all, all of you

I finished singing and walked up to Tomika. "Hey, There's something I've been meaning to tell you." I started off. But that was the worst mistake ever.  "Tomika, talk to him later you have to go." Ms. Mullins pulled her away and she mouthed sorry to me.

Call me weak but I want to cry. This was my one chance to be with her and Ms. Mullins ruined it. My life is over. All she is ever going to be to be us my fake girlfriend and my best friend. Why is my life so messed up?

I sat down sad for everyone else performances until Mr. Finn said Tomika. She still hadn't come back from the office. I hope she is not suspended for slapping Kale. Since she wasn't there Mr. Finn just skipped her and said she'll go after lunch if she is back.

I walked to lunch with Freddy and Lawrence. We still have no Idea where Summer is. She's probably still upset about Freddy. I sat down but didn't eat. I was just picking at my food.

"Cheer up bud, you can tell her later." Freddy tried to comfort me. I was so angry and sad to respond. I angrily grabbed my food and there it in the garbage. I. Started walking down the hall with no planned destination. I walked with my head hanging low until I bumped into the last person I'd want to see. Clark.

"Where do you think you're going!? You know what? I don't care, you're coming with me." he said and dragged and to his room where get keeps all the people he gas caught in the halls for that day. I've never had to go there but I know Tomika is always there. But she is in the office so I don't think she is in there.