Life Is Okay (CrawfandaTauciFean Fanfiction)

Life At Its Worst

I have been to stressed out, haven't been eating anything, no sleep nothing. Always feeling useless and feeling like a nobody. I used to burn myself about a year ago. My Grandmother burnt me with a curling iron by accident. As soon as I felt that burn from the metal it felt good to me. I said ow just to make them think it hurt, but for some reason I liked pain... A lot.... I always use to turn on the hot water and put my hands in it. I didn't know what the hell I was doing okay. I haven't told Toni or Frankie about any of this and never did. I've kept it secret from everyone. But even though I still feel like a nobody and I'm invisible I realized that there is no point to hurting me, anyone, or anything. I just have to be myself and believe in me. And if all the people that don't like you, if try talk about you a lot then they pretty damn sure do like you if try talk about you.