First Love || Yoongi X Reader FF

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Yoongi smiled softly when you two made eye contact, and continued walking. Jungkook noticed your sudden reaction and pulled away with a concerned look on his face.
"What's wrong Y/N..?" He whispered. You brought your eyes back to him and shook your head with the most convincing smile you could give.
Jungkook brushed your cheek with the palm of his hand and rested his forehead on yours.
"Don't be sad, okay?"
You stared into his deep brown eyes before placing a soft kiss on his cheek.
"Thank you Jungkook." You whispered frailly. He smiled and nodded his head as you entered your home with the things he had gotten you.

Aigoo...what do I do?

You repeated over and over. You threw your things onto the ground and plopped onto the couch with your face buried in your sofa pillow.
"You look like a dead fish." You heard your mother tease as she lifted your head up and placed it on her lap.
"What's wrong Y/N?" She questioned as she rubbed the back of your head. You turned over to your back so you could face her and sighed.
"Why did you choose dad..? How did you and dad end up together?"
Your mother sipped her coffee and sighed.
"Your father and I...it was something that was temporary.."
"What does that mean..?" You questioned.
"...well I had to choose..and I chose wrong. I didn't listen to my heart, and I ended up marrying your father because to the rest of the world, it was the right thing to do. If I had listened to what my heart had told me, maybe I would've had a longer marriage." She explained as she played with your hair.
You sucked your teeth and buried your face in the palms of your hands.
"Mom I love you but this isn't helping." You blurted out. She chuckled and stroked your head.
"I'm just saying you have to do what you feel is right. By your mind, AND your heart."
"...that still doesn't help mom."
Your mother laughed at you and got up from her seat.
"In time you will. Whatever is making you feel this way isn't good for your health." She scolded flicking your forehead.
"Mom I'm confused. Two boys I'm interested in are confusing me. I'm coNFusEd mother." You ranted. "But I'm already dating one of them, I don't know how to explain it. I'm just so confused, so lost." You attempted to explain.
"Like I said..you'll find out in time. Fighting~"
With that, she opened the door and left for work.

She's really NO help at ALL.
*
For the rest of the evening, you texted Jennie, ate snacks, and watched movies to try to clear your mind, but nothing seemed to work. Jennie wasn't good at comforting anyone, all she talked about was Jonghyun and music. The snacks you had reminded you of Jungkook, and every cold hearted character on tv reminded you of Yoongi.
"What did I do to deserve this?" You screamed into your pillow. You sat up and rubbed your head.
Why am I even thinking about this..? I'm with Jungkook...he's the 'better guy.' Yoongi even said so... so why...

You groaned in frustration before throwing the pillow at the door. What you didn't know, was that Hoseok was making his way in, and the pillow had hit him directly.
"Ow Y/N, What the heck?" He questioned laughing as he picked up the pillow. You giggled and shrugged your shoulders.
"I didn't know you were coming, let alone at the door." You defended. Hoseok closed the door behind him and handed back your attack pillow before taking the seat next to you on the sofa.
Before you could even say a word, Hoseok pulled you into the most supportive bear hug you've ever received, and you automatically gave into his warmth, hugging him back tightly.
"Are you going to cry?" He whispered stroking the back of your head.
"..no" You mumbled back. "I'm okay."
He pulled away and looked you in your eyes. "Are you sure you don't want to talk about it?"
You tried to give him a smile, but he flicked your forehead at the slightest sign of your 'smile' and made a pouty face.
"You know I can see right through you when you put up smiles like that, I'm your best friend since childhood remember?"  He scolded. "Now tell me what's wrong."
You took a deep breath and brushed your hair out of your face.
"It's...it's Jungkook..."
"Jungkook? Did he hurt you?"
"You didn't let me finish. It's Jungkook...and Yoongi." You mumbled fidgeting your fingers. "He told you he liked you?" Hoseok questioned tilting his head. You gave him a slight nod and sighed.
"But you rejected him right? You're dating Jungkook."
"I am dating Jungkook, but Yoongi...he's confusing me."
Hoseok's eyebrows furrowed and he scooted closer to you, pulling you into an embrace.
"It's okay Y/N. Everything will sort itself out."
You nodded your head because you wanted to believe it would, but was there really any hope?
"I'm going to talk to Yoongi tomorrow."
"About what?"
You shrugged your shoulders. "I guess to see where we stand..."
Hoseok nodded his head and rubbed your back lightly before letting go. "Remember that I'm here for you okay?" He reminded you, smiling brightly at you. You giggled and nodded your head as you brought your knees up to your chest as Hoseok stood up from the couch.
"Did you eat dinner yet?"
"Hm..? Oh, no. Why?"
Hoseok smirked and left you in the living room for a couple minutes before opening the door with a two large pizzas with both of your favorite toppings on them, one giant soda, cheesy bread, and hot wings.
"I brought food." He stated holding the food to your face.
You chuckled and scooted over for him to sit, and you both watched movies as you ate all the food he had bought for the both of you.
"Thank you Hobi."
"Anytime Y/N."
*
You woke up the that morning in your room comfortably in your bed. You swung your feet over the edge of your mattress before lazily walking over the the living room, where you found a sleeping Hoseok.
You smiled at your best friend and walked around to the other side of the sofa, sitting on his stomach.
"Hobi." You whispered gently patting his face. His eyes fluttered open before he sat up.
"Good morning Y/N." He greeted smiling at you. You smiled back and stood on your feet before dragging him off of the couch.
"We have to get ready for school." You reminded him. He let out a loud groan and rubbed his eyes.
"I'll be back at 7:30?"
You nodded your head and did your handshake with him before heading your separate ways.
You walked Cookie around the corner quickly before taking a shower and getting ready for school. When you were ready, you walked into the kitchen to eat some yogurt for breakfast. At 7:30, there was a knock at your door, so you grabbed your things and met Hoseok who was standing outside.
"You ready?" He questioned. You nodded your head, and the both of you walked to school together.
  When you arrived at the school, you waved goodbye to Hoseok before attending your class.
"Morning Y/N." Jennie greeted with a kind smile. You waved hello and took a seat as usual. You wrote more music, patiently waiting for or if Yoongi called you to the room on the fourth floor like he usually does. Suddenly, the bell for first period rang, catching you by surprise.
Yoongi didn't call me upstairs...?

You questioned as you examined the clock. You packed up your things and sighed at yourself.

I should've talked to him sooner, I hope he's alright...

You took a deep breath and walked out of the classroom, when you were suddenly pulled by your waist. Before you could react or ask questions, your lips met another's, of course it could only be one person.
"Hello beautiful~" Jungkook greeted showering your face with kisses. You laughed as he showed you affection, and you pecked his lips in return.
"How are you feeling?"
"Better thanks to your mountains of junk food. If I get fat it's your fault." You joked as you held his hand. Jungkook chuckled as he began walking you to class. "I'll still love you the same." He whispered in your ear sweetly forcing your cheeks to heat up. You nudged him away playfully and chuckled.
"You're such a tease." You complained as you arrived to your next period class. Jungkook smirked and cocked up his eyebrow.
"You're right. But only for you." He kissed your forehead and winked, before walking off to his own class.

Aish he works me up

Before you headed into class, Yoongi had walked by you, not paying you any mind.

Okay Y/N, you can do it.

You took a deep breath and waved your hand, but he didn't even look at you.

"Hey Yoongi." You called out. He averted his dark brown eyes to you for a second, but without even stopping, he continued to walk down the hall.

Wow...

You sucked your teeth and sat at your table as normal, and continued your music for the rest of the period since your teacher was absent. You were in your own world, when someone tapped your shoulder. You looked up and felt your face burn up.

"Y-Yoongi?"

A/N:

I'm so annoying I'm sorry.