First Love || Yoongi X Reader FF

10

"Can I talk to you for a second?" He whispered softly to you. You gulped and nodded your head before following him to the hallway just outside the classroom door.
"W-what's up?" You stammered.
"I don't think we should be partners anymore." He coldly told you, kind of hurting your feelings.
"W-what? Why?"
He sighed and put his hands away in his pockets.
"You're capable of doing this on your own and one day, you're going to have to. I'm not going to be there to help you or give you tips someday. So we should stop being partners." He explained. His eyes seemed so cold, even when they were hidden behind his bangs.

What is he doing to me..?

You didn't know why, but you felt your eyes water a little bit.
"I don't get you. What do you want Yoongi?" You questioned furiously. Your tears didn't even flow, they had practically evaporated, like his cold eyes had forced them to leave.
"You're messing with my head and I don't like it Yoongi!" You stated, your voice getting louder.
"Y/N you're getting loud, someone's going to hear you-"
"Let them hear me! I'm happy with Jungkook! I like him, I really do, but then you came along and showed me that smile and now I'm confused when I don't need to be!" You ranted.
"I'm happy with Jungkook..." you repeated as a tear finally ran down your face. "And you...you're ruining it..."
Yoongi's cold stare had cracked. It didn't leave his face, but it's like he had let his guard down for a second. And in that second in time, it's like you had completely broken him. Yoongi sighed and ran his fingers through his pitch black hair.
"Don't chase after me...I'll see you around, Y/N."
Just like that, he had left you in the hallway, a complete mess.

How could he confuse me like this, and then just disappear? How can he act like this toward me?

You wiped your face as you took a deep breath, and walked back into the classroom.
For the rest of the day, you couldn't think. Your mind had gone to a place you couldn't escape.

Why am I even acting like this? You don't need him y/n, you're happy with Jungkook, you don't need Yoongi..you don't NEED...Yoongi...

That's all that repeated in your head. Nothing more, nothing less. The school day was going by so slowly, you just wanted to go home and eat the last of the food Jungkook got for you. The bell rang, and you walked over to your locker to put away your things.
"Hey Y/N, how you feeling?" Hoseok questioned. You slowly turned around to face him and chuckled, before breaking down into tears. You didn't even know why you were crying in the first place. Hobi wiped your tears before grabbing your wrist and pulling you to the stair case.
"Hoseok I don't know what to do." You ranted through sobs, trying to speak as clearly as possible.
"What happened Y/N? Is it Yoongi?"
You nodded your head as you wiped away what seemed like never ending tears.
"I'm with Jungkook, so why does this hurt so much??" You sobbed into the fabric of his uniform shirt. Hoseok rubbed your back and shushed you calmly before lifting your head up so you could face him.
"You're too pretty to cry Y/N. I hate to see my little sister cry like this, so please don't. Not over him." He whispered wiping away the fresh trails that remained on your cheeks.
"You have Jungkook. Yoongi is...he's not the one for you. If Jungkook makes you happy, then choose Jungkook. Yoongi even made the choice for you Y/N..you have to move on."
You sniffled and held back the tears, looking into Hoseok's deep brown eyes.
"And what if I can't..?" You whispered weakly, longing for answers.
His eyes softened as he brushed your stray hairs out of your face.
"You will. I know you will, you're strong." He assured you, giving you his signature sunshine of a smile. You chuckled and nodded your head before taking a deep breath.
"I can do it."
"That's the spirit. Now come on, let's go to the lunch room. I'm sure Jungkook, Jimin, Jennie and Jonghyun are waiting for us. You nodded your head and followed Hoseok to the cafeteria. He was right, everyone had been there except the one person you need to see the most.

Jungkook.

"Hey guys." You greeted taking your seat at the table.
"Hey Y/N, are you okay? Your face is kind of puffy."
You nodded your head. "Yea I'm okay, well I wasn't. But I am now, trust me."
Jennie's eyes narrowed in concern before she nodded her head. "Okay.."
You took out your lunch, and all of you began eating and talking as usual. You tried your best to hide how you were feeling, and you guessed it had worked since everything was normal. The bell for the period was about 5 minutes away from ringing, when you suddenly saw flashing lights coming from behind the cafeteria window. You looked out the window and saw an ambulance parked outside.

I wonder what happened..

When you turned around, you bumped into someone forcing you to stumble backwards a little bit. When you realized who you had bumped into, you exhaled.
"Jungkook, thank god." You whispered in relief hugging him tightly. His face seemed pale and his body was frail.
"Are you okay? Where's Yoongi...?" You mumbled to him very worried.
Jungkook simply looked out the window and pointed toward it, but all that was there was the ambulance. Without another thought, you quickly ran outside to the front gate where there was a bunch of students crowded around the truck.

Please let him be okay, please let him be okay

You pleaded over and over again. You shoved your way to the front, and felt your heart drop at the sight of Yoongi being carried into the ambulance.
"What happened to him?" You questioned some random senior. He shrugged his shoulders.
"I'm not sure what happened to him..." he trailed off. You felt your eyes water as he drove away.

Once again, he left me all alone...

Suddenly, you felt someone tap your shoulder. You turned around to see Hoseok with a worried look on his face.
"Was that Yoongi?" He questioned. You nodded your head, and wiped your face before any tears left your eyes.
"It was going to happen sooner or later..." Hoseok mumbled under his breath, unintentionally for you to hear.
"W-what?" You stuttered, forcing Hoseok to snap his head around. He gave you a warm smile and shook his head.
"Nothing serious, don't worry about it. You'll see him again soon."
You opened your mouth to speak, but was cut off by the principal Kim Seokjin.
"Alright everyone there's nothing to see here besides me since I'm handsome. Please return to your regular scheduled classes, there'll be an early dismissal shortly."

"Come on, Jungkook's probably waiting for you." Hoseok interrupted, tugging you by your wrist.

Min Yoongi...what are you doing..? What's happening..?

A/N:
Hey everyone! Here's another chapter :)