First Love || Yoongi X Reader FF

16

Your eyes widened at the sudden news.
"I-I thought he- what do you mean?" You stuttered frantically as you stopped walking in the pouring rain.
"It doesn't look good right now Y/N, try to get over here as soon as you can okay?"
Without another word she hung up the phone, and without another thought, your legs quickly began moving on their own as you ran to the hospital in the pouring rain with nothing on your mind but Yoongi. At this point you couldn't tell if the water on your face were tears, or the rain. When you finally made it to the hospital, your legs were weak, so you stumbled into the lobby, instantly making eye contact with his mother.
"Where is he..?" You whispered out of breath. She quickly walked over to you, and took your hand to guid you through the hallway toward his room.
"It's a code blue!" One of the nurses yelled, leading more of them inside.

Is that Yoongi's room..? What's a code blue..?

You and Yoongi's mother continued to walk toward the room, but once you got too close, she tugged you back, forcing you to snap your head in her direction. Your eyebrows furrowed as you looked at her worried and cold face.
"T-this is as close you can get Y/N." She mumbled, her hands beginning to shake.
"W-what about you? Can't you go in there-"
"Family members aren't allowed to operate on each other it's against the rules. This is as far as we can go."
You gulped and looked back at the room as tears left your eyes. Without thinking, you tugged your arm out of her grasp, running toward his room, catching the attention of Dr.Stevens.
"Miss you can't be in here-"
"Stevens he's not breathing and his body is unresponsive to the medication." The nurse cried out as she continued to pump his chest.

He's not even breathing on his own..

You thought to yourself as you noticed the tube in his mouth, with a man squeezing a bottle in a rhythmic motion.
"Miss you can't-"
"Dr.Stevens!" The nurse cried out to him. The doctor looked at you and sighed.
"Stay here." He gritted through his teeth snapping gloves onto his hands.
"Charge to 130."
"Dr-"
"The compressions aren't working on his heart and I refuse to be responsible for killing Mrs.Min's son so charge to 130!" He commanded again. The nurse gulped nodded her head.
"Charging to 130." She mumbled booting up the machine.
"Clear!"
He shocked Yoongi's chest, forcing his back to arch.
"There's still no sign of a heart beat." The nurse repeated.
"What's his body temperature?"
"98 sir."
"He's above warm?"
She nodded. He whispered to the nurse as he looked at you. The nurse nodded her head as he was talking.
"Charge to 230." The doctor stated.
"Clear!"
He shocked Yoongi's chest again, but there was still no change, just the sound of that completely nerve wracking flatline.

Come on Yoongi...pull through..

"He's still not breathing the blood isn't flowing to his lungs anymore charge to 300." He spoke in one breath.
"Clear!"
Dr.Stevens shocked his chest again, and every time he did, it felt like little needles pinching every part of your body.
"Miss, Miss you can't stay here." The nurse whispered to you as she wiped your tears.
"N-no I have to stay I can't leave, I can't leave him not now."
"Ma'am I know it's hard but-"
"If I lose him I don't know what I'm going to do." You mumbled to her, looking deeply into her eyes, yours filled with tears.
"Let me talk to him..please he-he needs someone, he needs me."
The nurse opened her mouth to object, and took a deep breath. It looked liked she was thinking, which got your hopes up a little. She looked over her shoulder and made eye contact with Dr.Steven.
"I'm sorry...I can't-"
You sighed in annoyance and pushed her out of your way before going into Yoongi's room.
"Y/N you cant be in here!" The doctor yelled at you. But frankly, you didn't care. You walked over to Yoongi and spoke to him.

"Yoongi you don't quit you have to fight, you have to stay and fight do you hear me?"

"We have to open his chest to hand massage the heart or he won't make it. Get me a 10 blade." He stated. The nurse quickly ran out of the room and got surgical tools.

"Min Yoongi." You stuttered, grabbing onto his ice cold hand, the sound of the flatline ringing in your ears.
"You don't get to die, you don't get to leave me, you don't deserve to die, not now not ever, do you understand?" You mumbled as tears strolled down your cheeks like waterfalls. "Please don't leave me here on my own..." you sobbed, gripping onto his hand tightly.
"you're my first love."

*

The room is dark, lots of white flashes every now and then, like the flashing of a camera. I don't see anything, just a dark room with a white piano placed in the middle. Where even am I, am I dead..? If I'm dead Y/N's going to kill me. I see the dark waters forming into what looked like a pond, with a white swan in the middle. A light suddenly shines brighter, bringing light to the rest of this room. I see cherry blossom trees that have lost their cherry. Everything is how it used to be..before I met her.
It's monotone...just like the keys on a piano...

I hear a voice calling out to me in the distance, So close, yet so far.
She's calling for me.
It gets colder, and I see myself sitting at the white piano, playing the keys. But no matter how hard I pressed the keys, there was no sound, just a flatline ringing in the back of my ears. The leaves of the colorless cherry blossoms are falling down around me. It seems like everything has lost its beauty.
And yet, she still calls out to me, hoping to bring color back into my monotone life.

"Min Yoongi."
She stutters in the distance. I feel her spirit beside me, and my grey hand turns warm, regaining its color.
"You don't get to die, you don't get to leave me, you don't deserve to die, not now not ever, do you understand?"

Everything's starting to fade away...And all at once
in a matter of seconds,
everything is reborn...

Please don't leave me here on my own... you're my first love."

because of you.

*

The man held the blade to Yoongi's chest, when he suddenly stopped. The flat line was gone, and a steady rhythm came into place.
"His heart is beating on its own. It's weak, but it's there, and his lungs are responsive. He's  starting to breathe."
The nurse sighed in relief as she stared at his heart beating on the monitor.
"I'll be damned.." Stevens mumbled under his breath, lifting the blade off of his chest. Your tears had stopped flowing, leaving your face with just the stains remaining on your cheeks.
"Good work team, he's going to be okay...for now. Let's get that heart as soon as possible." He mumbled taking off his mask. "And Y/N."
You snapped your head to look at him with wide eyes.
"Great work."
He smiled at you and left the room with the rest of the nurses as he spoke to Yoongi's mom before she stepped inside.
"My young man.." she whispered as she grabbed his other hand, smiling as tears ran down her face. "My handsome, brilliant young man.." she cried out as she brushed his bangs out of his face. She looked over to you and smiled sweetly. "My young man has found a brilliant young woman."
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