First Love || Yoongi X Reader FF

11

You sat in the school library with Jungkook and your friends, patiently awaiting for the early dismissal. None of you said anything, just waited for the announcement. Jennie cleared her throat and spoke, breaking the silence amongst you all.
"W-what do you think happened to him..?" She mumbled.
"He was in 415... I found him there." Jungkook whispered before gulping. "We...we got into an argument earlier and I said some things...I wanted to apologize but... I was too late. So I called the ambulance and went to the cafeteria." He explained as a tear strolled down his face. "I'm sorry hyung." He mumbled, beginning to break down. You quickly wrapped your arms around Jungkook, bringing his head to your shoulder. His tears wet the top of your uniform slightly, but you didn't mind. Not the slightest bit.
Suddenly, Mr.Kim walked into the library with his hands in his pockets.
"You're all dismissed for today, but may I speak to Jimin, Hoseok and Jungkook please?"
The three boys looked at each other side eyed and worried before standing out of their seats. Everyone else packed their things and exited the library, while the three boys talked to Mr.Kim. You longed to be included in the conversation, but you knew if it had to do with Yoongi, that he wanted nothing to do with you. Not anymore at least. But still, you had to know.
The boys bowed their heads and walked over to you Jennie and Jonghyun.
"Yoongi's fine guys. But we won't be able to see him. At least not today. We can see him tomorrow after school." Hoseok explained as he grabbed his things.

Yoongi's okay...he's okay..

That's all that could run through your head. You were so relieved. You took a deep breath and stood out of your seat.
"I'm going home. I'll see you tomorrow." You took Jungkook's hand and quickly walked out of the library.
"Y-Y/N What happened? Are you okay?" He questioned as you sped walk down the block with your boyfriend.
"I'm fine."
"Where are we going?"
"Can you stop asking so many questions please?" You snapped at him. Jungkook gulped nervously and nodded his head, not saying another peep as you both arrived at your house. You quickly unlocked the door and invited him inside, closing the door behind you.
Before Jungkook could even ask another question, you smashed your lips onto his. Jungkook was stunned at first, but after a couple seconds his lips starting moving in sync with yours.

Jungkook is my boyfriend..his kisses should save me from this...from this...FEELING. But why? Why isn't this working?

You repeated over and over in your head. Jungkook lifted your feet off the ground, and you wrapped your legs around his waist with your back on the wall behind you.

Jungkook is my boyfriend....the one I want to be with. He's a good guy. The better , guy.

You persuaded your self.

He carried you to the couch and hovered above you, bringing his lips to your neck, slowly traveling down your side leaving small marks. You moaned softly as he sucked your neck as his hands began to travel down your waist to your thigh.

"Y/N...are you sure this is what you want?" He questioned you with concern in his eyes and out of breath.

"Why wouldn't I be?"

"I wouldn't want you to regret it...it's your first time right?"

You nodded your head. "Yea it is...I won't regret it, not with you Jungkook."

Jungkook smiled softly and lifted himself off of you. You sat up and looked at him slightly confused.
"What's the matter?" You questioned him.
"Well its just...can we do this another time? I can't do it right now." He mumbled averting his gaze to the ground. You quickly nodded your head and felt you face heat up at what you had almost done, snapping you back into reality.
"Y-Yea, I completely understand."
"So you're not mad?"
You instantly shook your head. "Of course not! I want to mean it. My first time I mean...that sounded wrong, what I mean is-"
Jungkook kissed you softly before pulling away, smiling sweetly at you.
"I get it. It was going to be my first time too." He explained, kind of catching you off guard.
You sighed in relief and brushed your hair out of your face.
"See you tomorrow? He questioned. You nodded your head and waved to him as he left your home.

Aigoo Y/N, What are you doing?

The next day, you got a text from Hobi early in the morning saying what hospital Yoongi was at. That day, you stayed home in bed staring at your ceiling for what seemed like centuries. You didn't leave your bedroom unless you had to use the bathroom, or eat. You didn't even get up to pick up phone calls. Suddenly, there was a knock on your bedroom door.

Who could that even be?

You questioned yourself as you looked at your clock. You noticed it was already 3:23, which meant it could've been anyone of your classmates.
"Come in." You slurred, keeping your focus off the door, and at the ceiling fan that was above you.
"Hey Y/N." Jennie mumbled, quietly closing the door behind her. "I brought you some soup if you're hungry."
You instantly sat up when you heard her voice, and to the mentioning of soup. You only had junk food the whole day, which isn't the healthiest choice.
"Jennie you're the best." You complimented her as she handed you the soup. She smiled and flipped her hair over her shoulder.
"I know. Now tell me what's wrong." She took a seat next to you on your bed with her legs crisscrossed.
You sighed to yourself and rubbed your forehead.
"Yoongi's in the hospital."
"I know that...I was there. Is that why you didn't come to school today?" She questioned slightly confused. You shrugged your shoulders.
"I don't know. Hobi gave me the hospital name and address in case I wanted to visit. If I was that worried I probably would've went already." You mumbled. "But then again..I'm too scared to go. I don't want to face him. I can't shake the feeling he didn't want me to know where he was, which is why Mr.Kim only told Jungkook Jimin and Hoseok." You explained.
Jennie wrapped her arms around you and pulled your head to her chest to comfort you.
"Do you plan on going..? We don't have school tomorrow, you can go then."
You shook your head and wiped your face. "I'll go today...but maybe later."
"If you don't mind me asking Y/N, how do you feel about Yoongi and Jungkook?"
You groaned at her question and laid your head back onto your pillow.
"I don't know the answer to that myself." You replied, your voice muffled in the pillow you laid in. Jennie chuckled and brushed the hair out of her face.
"What's so funny? Is my life crisis funny to you?" You joked, chuckling with her. Jennie laughed harder and shook her head.
"It's not that. It's just that I think you're making yourself confused."
Your face scrunched. "That doesn't make sense."
Jennie made a face at you and crossed her arms. "Except it does, think about it. If you have trouble choosing during your relationship, you've already made the decision." She explained. You sat up and tilted your head, your eyebrows still furrowed.
"I still don't get it.."
Jennie groaned and threw a pillow at you.
"Yah! That hurts!"
"One, I'm older so that's rude. And two, nonsense it's a pillow. Let me explain again. Yoongi made you question your relationship with Jungkook, so I think you like Yoongi, but you're in denial because Jungkook is your boyfriend."
You rolled your eyes in annoyance.
"Once again, that makes no sense."
"Y/N don't make me fight you. It makes perfect sense. Wanna know how I know?"
You crossed your arms and nodded your head.
"You always talk about how Yoongi is confusing you. But never have you EVER, said Jungkook is making you confused with how you feel about Yoongi. Evidence number two, when Yoongi told you two you wouldn't be partners, you almost full out had a panic attack. Meanwhile Jungkook totally blows you off when you were supposed to go out for dinner, and you don't mind at all. IN FACT, you even spent that time with Yoongi. And evidence number three, you're always happiest when you're around him. With Jungkook you turn into one of those girls on tv we like to make fun of."
You groaned and pulled your hair out of your face.
"But I'm with Jungkook Jennie. He told me he didn't want to go further if I haven't figured out my feelings."
"No offense, but he's probably already suspected it."
"What do you mean..?"
"Has he called or texted you at all today? He came to school perfectly fine."
You opened your mouth to defend him, but for some reason you couldn't. You grabbed your phone to check your missed calls and texts, but there wasn't one from Jungkook.
"I told youu.." she mumbled focusing out the window. You sucked your teeth licked your lips.
"Jennie I think you're right."
"I know I am. Now hurry up and get ready to talk to him. I'll walk you there, but I have to meet my mom somewhere. Plus we all visited him. You're the only one who hasn't."
Hearing Jennie tell you that made you feel guilty. Even though he told you not to chase him, something was telling you to put on your sneakers and just go.
You looked Jennie in her eyes and nodded your head.

"Okay."

A/N:
Hey everyone. Another chapter's done, and I hope you all enjoyed it :))