First Love || Yoongi X Reader FF

19

You and all your friends waited in the waiting room for god knows how long. It felt like every second was slowed down, and was equivalent to a year or so. You couldn't help but fidget your fingers and lick your lips a whole bunch.
"Y/N I know you're worried but soon you won't have any type of moisture in your mouth anymore." Yoongi's mom whispered, a faint smile on her face. You giggled lightly and took a deep breath.
"Yea I know it's just that I'm really glad we made it here in time. Not to mention how great full I am. If Yoongi were given the heart he was supposed to get it would've probably stopped functioning or something. Or maybe his body would've rejected it." You rambled on, a layer of tears laying in your eyes. His mother nodded her head and rubbed your back.
"My son's a fighter again Y/N, you gave him the armor he needed. Yoongi will be fine." She assured you, rubbing your shoulder gently. You smiled and gulped as you rubbed your hands together. You had suddenly felt your eyes get heavier and heavier as you waited for Yoongi.
*
"Y/N, wake up!" You heard a voice whisper to you as they shook your body around. You opened your eyes and saw Mrs.Min with a worried look on her face. When your vision cleared up, you noticed Dr.Stevens walking down the hall, probably to tell you about Yoongi. You had a really good feeling in yourself that he pulled through, and Dr.Stevens looked happy too. As he approached, you and all your friends nervously looked at each other before standing out of your seats. You smiled at Dr.Stevens, and when he made eye contact with you, he looked down to the ground.
"I-I'm sorry..." he mumbled.
Instantly, you felt a sharp pain in your chest, one you've never felt before. It stung, like the pieces of your heart ripped through your body as your lungs begged for an airway to breathe.
"You mean he's-"
"Dead?" His mother cut you off.
"Yoongi's dead?!" You shouted a little louder as tears endlessly left your eyes.
"We did everything, we could." Dr.Stevens assured you rubbing your shoulder.
Everyone around you was a sobbing mess, but no matter how loud they screamed, you couldn't hear them. The only thing you could hear, smell, feel, and sense, was Yoongi. You lifted your palms to face you. They looked so dull, so pale. Like the color had suddenly faded away.
Monotone...like a piano. Just like he said..

Just as you thought about that, Yoongi's scent grew stronger, forcing your tears to return in a never ending flow. Without another thought, your legs carried you down the hallway. But no matter how fast you ran, the hallway seemed to grow longer and thinner with every step you take.
"Y/N..."
They yelled as you ran.
"Y/N! Y/N!! Y/N!!!!"

Your eyes suddenly forced themselves open. You panted lightly as you wiped your face that was covered in sweat and tears. When your vision cleared, you took a good look around the room, when you realized you were still sitting in the waiting area.

Was it....just a dream..?

You looked up to Jungkook who's shoulder you happened to be laying on.
"Oh Y/N, you're awake. You okay?" He questioned. You gulped and nodded your head. "Y-yea I'm fine. Hows Yoongi? Where's everyone else?"
Jungkook chuckled.
"Yoongi's awake, we can go see him now. You were sleeping and I didn't want to wake you." He whispered as you lifted your head off his shoulder.
"You mean he's-"
"Alive? Yep. Not one complication." He assured you with his bunny like smile. You felt your eyes tear up.
"Oh thank God..." you sighed in relief as you sniffled, wiping your face. He ruffled your hair before getting out of his seat.
"Come on, he's waiting."
You nodded your head and stood up to walk down the hall with Jungkook. When you reached the door, you took a deep breath before grabbing and twisting the doorknob. The door creaked open, and you instantly made eye contact with a smiling Yoongi.

"Yoongi!" You yelled running to his side. You wrapped your arms around him tightly as he caressed the back of your head.
"I missed you..." you whispered in his ear. He chuckled lowly, but it was loud enough for you to hear.
"It's only been a day."
"A very scary one." You defended as you released him. You took the seat by his head and talked with him and everyone as usual. The atmosphere was incredibly positive, and gave you a warm feeling. You all talked and talked as it got later and later, eventually making you and Yoongi's mother as the only ones there, just like the day before.
"Y/N sweetie, it's late and you have school tomorrow." She reminded you in a low calm voice.
"Just a few more minutes, and then I'll be fine." You replied as you smiled at Yoongi happily. His mother chuckled and got out of her seat.
"I'll drive you home dear, I'll be back in thirty minutes or so, okay?"
You nodded your head as she left the room door.
"Y/N." He whispered to you in a low voice. You turned your head to him and he grabbed your hand.
"My hands are warm...they've never been warm before." He mumbled, his gummy smile softly plastered on his face. You felt your smile widen as you grabbed his hand firmly.
"Hm. They're warm I guess." You joked. Yoongi laughed and pulled you to lay with him on his bed.
"I had a dream." You whispered as you were face to face with him.
"And what was it about..?"
You hesitated for a moment, but opened your mouth to speak.
"In my dream, you didn't make it, and I was ready to just give up...even in my dreams I was ready to give up." You whispered, your voice cracking due to he lump in your throat. Yoongi wiped away your tears, the tears you hadn't even known you had shed.
"It's okay Y/N..." he assured you as he caressed your cheek.
"I know I know it's just-....it's just that you've impacted my life so much and I was ready to lose it." You explained giggling in disbelief at yourself. You lifted your head to face him again, instantly swimming through his deep brown eyes.
Yoongi slowly grabbed your waist to pull you closer and placed a soft kiss on your lips, taking away every worry at once. When he released, he smiled at you and pulled the hair out of your face.
"I love you." He blurted out, catching you by surprise. Your cheeks instantly turned red at his sudden outburst, causing you to lick your lips since you were nervous. Yoongi scoffed.
"You act you haven't told me you loved me before you mountain goat." He teased, lifting your chin up so you could face him.
"Yah! I'm not a mountain goat!" You defended, lightly hitting his chest.
"I told you that's rude." He reminded you with a smirk on his face.
"And I'm telling you that I'm not a mountain goat you adolescent so let me go!"
Yoongi chuckled and pulled you closer to the point that your body's were touching.
"And if I don't?"
You pouted in embarrassment and averted your gaze, refusing to make eye contact with Yoongi.
"Yah, Y/N!" He called out in a stupid voice. You couldn't help but break character, and start laughing. Yoongi laughed alongside you before burying his head in the space between your shoulder and head. You lifted your hands up to his hair and played with it subtly. You could feel him breathing in and out on the skin of your neck, giving you goosebumps.
"Yoongi, are you asleep?" You whispered as you brushed his bangs out of his face.
Just when you were about to look down to face him, his lips pecked under your jaw, making you flinch.
"Yoongi.." you lowly moaned by accident. You quickly covered your mouth in embarrassment at the sound you had just made.

Did that sound really just leave my mouth?!

You repeated in your head over and over again. It didn't happen again for a while, so maybe he really was sleeping. He moved a little bit, making your heart pound out of your chest. He settled down and held onto you a bit tighter.

Okay he's definitely asleep.

You thought, giggling to yourself.
"Aish I'm so stuupid." You mumbled to yourself. Just then, Yoongi's lips came in contact with your neck again, forcing you to catch your breath to prevent making that noise again. The light kisses didn't stop, in fact, they became a little more aggressive as he traveled down your neck slowly.

He's not sleeping, he's doing that on purpose he has to be!

You opened your mouth to say something, but the first thing that came out was a small breath. Yoongi quickly stopped when he heard you release what you had been holding in.
He snickered under his breath lowly.

"Yah! You're awake aren't you?! Aish why are you-"

He cut you off by biting your neck, forcing a louder moan to escape your lips. You instantly covered your mouth again as you felt your face completely heat up.
Yoongi finally lifted his head from your shoulder and removed your hand from your mouth.

"Let me hear you."

A/N:
Wow , drama and pre smut what a chapter

I put it in there to make up for the ultimate yeet in this book I'm sorry 💓