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You know that feeling when someone loves you but, you can't love them back? Even if you do love them, your forbidden from their love, but you've had such amazing memories with them yet, you're forced to leave them behind. That's the feeling I got when I fell in love with someone, with anyone. I always was moving from one place to another. Stability was never really, guaranteed for me, and it killed me. I loved someone so deeply and we had a long distance relationship that was odd but, I was happy with it. It ended quite quickly due to a mistake of mine and I hated it. I was so happy, he treated me so well and his family adored me. But I was so scared of reality. And reality hit me like a ton of bricks. Nowadays I run from the people I fall in love with. I'm too scared that things will fall apart. I'm scared I will say something wrong and that they will run away from me. I'm scared to fall in love.
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A Million Reasons Why
PoetryThis is a collection of poems and short stories. There isn't going to be a million things. Maybe a million words. These poems and short stories do have some themes that might be mature. Contains themes about suicide and death.