Depression **Doing Good, Read Final Chapter**

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So, my brother is in a very high position in a roblox group. It sounds crazy, but it's really cool.

He's friends with a very popular & rich player named Wardency. 

My brother, is the third highest rank in the group "Lortex Security" (The second largest war group on roblox) And, he's the only one in it. If you want to figure out who the hell he is, you can go check that.

Well, apparently i'm a big mistake to him. I'm not allowed to tell anyone there that i'm his sister. I told Wardency and he said "Any kin of {Not_Allowed_To_Say} is a friend of mine." so, of course my brother got MAD. 

He told me to tell Wardency that oh by sister i meant like we're such good friends that he considers me his sister. I wasn't even my own brothers friend on roblox. he's never brought me up, and he unfriends me again within 2-3 days. Wardency doesn't buy it, but I haven't talked to him since.

He says it's for individuality or something like that. They can't know anything about our personal life. Okay, cool. That's fine. But you can't tell them that i'm your sister? Not even half of his friends in real life know i'm his sister.

Every time we will see someone in public, and they ask "Oh is that your sister" and he always says "Oh, her I barley even know her." and if they're at our house "Oh, that's just a friend of my brothers" or something like that. Nope, he doesn't have a sister.

I don't exist, and shouldn't exist. If I died, I bet you he wouldn't even cry as much as he did when our hamster died. (Let me add, he killed the hamster, by drowning it, and practically using it as a stress ball while i was at school, and he was suspended.) He was screaming crying.

Nope, i'm not his sister, I'm just a nobody who lives in his house, around 'his walls' because he of course acts like the grownup in the household. No, he on occasion will forget my name, mostly because he doesn't talk to me.