Depression **Doing Good, Read Final Chapter**

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Somebody, anybody help me. All this stress and boredom is turning into anger. I want to hit myself, kick things, release the anger but I can't. I'm stuck. Please

I want to break free from myself. I think i'm going crazy. I keep hearing things, and it's so hard not to punch anything. I get angry out of nowhere, this writing isn't helping. I just want to cry.

No tears will come out, no pain will get released. And trust me, i'm trying. Trying everything I can. The anger wont come out, it's all balled up inside growing. It's not good to keep your emotions inside.

I don't want to.

I need a friend. Apparently, if i'm not at school I don't have any. I don't have my online friends cause they're doing something, or just don't care, or maybe it's that I don't bother to tell them anymore, because of their usual reactions.

My friends in real life are all so busy. It's spring break so like of course. Before break started, when I was leaving school, Alex said "Stay strong." and I swear, that really helped me. They way she said it, and just the fact that those were the words in needed really just hit right at home.

I was going to work on a story that is currently just a draft. It's called 'Young' and it's a story about me when I was younger. I went to go look for pictures of me that I could use for the stories. Let's just say I got a lot of nostalgia.

The reason I cut that last paragraph short, was because I just relieve a whole lot of stress. My dog could sense it and kept trying to get me to pet her, and so I did, then I sang a song,  my two stress relievers, or coping skills that I didn't know I had.