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How? Part 2

Jayden's POV

Frank's m-missing? Oh my God, no. No, not Frank. He's all that I have left, and he's...

Missing.

"No, Frank. Frank?" I started to yell. I saw my Dad looking at me through the small window in the door, his face showing anger and disappointment.

"Frank!" I screamed. My nurse, AJ, rushed in once she heard me yelling and gave me a plastered smile. "Where i-is he?" I asked her. She started going through drawers that were next to the counter area and never gave me an answer. "Where is he!" I yelled.

"I don't know, Jayden. I know it's hard to hear this, just let it out, sweetie." AJ responded and handed me a pill and a cup of water.

"W-what is this?" I quietly asked, inspecting the pill. It was small and orange, looks normal, but I can't trust hospitals, never will.

"It's an Advil, I need to start giving one to you a day just in case of any unexpected pain that might show up from us emptying your system."

"Why did you empty my stomach?" I questioned. She looked at me with a guilty expression and sighed.

"You got alcohol poisoning, Jayden. Your father didn't want me telling you this, but I have to. I'm sorry." I breathed heavily. Alcohol poisoning? When did I drink alcohol?

"B-but, I never d-drank alcohol. I never would." I said, trying hard to remember what happened, making my head hurt.

"I'm sorry, Jayden. That's what happened." AJ told me.

"No..." I refused. "I didn't. You don't know shit! I didn't do that and I never would!" I yelled with anger. After what happened to me, I would never. AJ looked at me with guilt and took the pill and water from my hands and walked out of the room, never saying anything else. Next thing I knew Gerard came into my room, rushing over to my bed.

"Jay, honey, have you seen Frank?" He questioned, trying to stay calm, but I saw right through him.

"He's m-missing... I-I know." I said, looking out the window in the door, tears pouring out of my eyes. I can't do this. Not once he is gone. He is all I have, and now he is gone. How selfish of him to just, just leave! He knows how much I need him right now, and he decides to just leave me.

"Jayden." Dad said. I ignored him and thought about all the things I can do to myself since Frank isn't here. Well, he isn't here to stop me, so why not go crazy. I threw away my blades, ugh... what a shame.

"Jayden!" Gerard shook me out of my thoughts. "We can't find Frank at all, do you know where he is?" He said. Like I cared. He left me to do God knows what while I didn't know what the fuck was going on and you expect me to care about him? Fucking hell, care about him my ass.

"That's great to hear. What else are you going to tell me? Sorry sweetie, you had alcohol poisoning?" I retorted, obviously pissed. Dad just looked down, obviously feeling guilty. He should, he didn't tell me shit after I woke up.

"Look Jayden, I didn't want to tell you because I-" I cut him off.

"Because what Dad? You thought that maybe I drank too much because of Ashton? You thought that maybe if you didn't tell me that I would be perfectly fine knowing that some random ass hospital emptied my stomach? You thought that maybe... just maybe if you hid it from me, that I would go back to the normal girl you always wanted! Is that why!" I bursted into tears and hid my head underneath the blanket. I know I should've not said all of that, I just got pissed and ranted. Gerard would never hide anything from me without a good reason to. I know it. It will be fine, I just need to apologise.

"Jay, that's not at all why. If you would have let me finish my sentence, you would have understood." The blanket that was over my head got taken off and my Dad's face appeared. "Can we talk, please?" He offered.

"Y-yeah." I said, wiping a tear that escaped off my cheek.

"Remember Lynz?" How could I forget her. She is my whole inspiration.

"Yeah." I replied.

"Well, I'm thinking about proposing. You can't tell anyone though, okay?" He whispered even though no one else was around to hear.

"Lynz Ballato might possibly... be my mom?" I asked, my eyes wide looking at him. He shook his head yes and I jumped into his lap, hugging him as hard as I can. "I'm sorry, Dad."

"It's okay, baby. I should have told you about what happened earlier." He kissed my forehead and held on to me, making me feel safe.

"Dad?" I lifted my head off of his chest.

"Yes?" He replied.

"Where is Ashton?" I questioned, feeling embarrassed for asking.

"He is back at the house hanging out with one of our friends." I nodded my head and hugged him again.

"Dad?" I asked again.

"Yes, Jay?"

"I love you. I'm sorry for saying all those things and I-"

"It's okay. It will all be okay." Gee said, and hugged me tighter, making me forget all about Frank.

IM BACK WITH AN UPDATEEE
how you like it?
i hope you do... maybe :/

well right now im shopping for my sister's prom dress and for my 8th grade dance dress and I NEVER WANTED TO KILL MYSELF MORE
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