Love finds its way ❤ (on hold)

How do I feel about you? ~ chapter 1

I just woke up. It's a raining morning again. I covered my head with a pillow and tried to get some more sleep- it's 8am anyway. I almost fall asleep again, when I heard my little cat Babi meowing in front of my door. ‘’Mum’’ I shouted, ‘’yes’’ I could hear her answer from the kitchen. ‘’Babi is being annoying again’’ I shouted angrily and then I just heard mum’s mumbling but not an actual respond.  I gave up getting some more sleep, so I finally got up. I walked through my messy but lovely room and open the door. Babi meows at me ‘’good morning to you too’’ I said sarcastically to her then I just walked by her, into the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror ‘’Damn! These stupid lights make me look so unhealthy and green’’ I took a deep breath and turn around. I went back to my room and took the phone off the bedside table. I opened my phone Twitter and wished everyone a good morning then I threw my phone on the bed and still in my PJ’s go downstairs, to have some breakfast. I walked into the kitchen, when I find Liam eating and just mumbling something to himself. ‘’Good morning’’ he says to me, I just ignore him and say ‘’where’s mum?’’ he takes another bite and replays ‘’she just left, you missed her for like 10 minutes top’’. I just nod and catch Liam looking at me ‘’are you checking me out?’’ I asked shocked. ‘’Of course not!  You are my sister, and I have a girlfriend’’ he said back even more shocked than me. ‘’But I think that’s my T-shirt’’ he says pointing at his Superman T-shirt. ‘’So?  You said that I’m your sister. I don’t know where the problem is.’’ I said back to him. ‘’What would you like to eat?’’ he asked and smiled at me. ‘’I don’t know, what can you cook?’’ I asked. ‘’Anything for my princes’’ he said back. ‘’Surprise me’’ I replay him and smile ‘’Why aren’t you smiling that often Allison?’’ he asked me. ‘’I am. And don’t call me Allison, call me Ally like everyone else’’ I replied angrily. He lowered his head and continued cooking.  While he is preparing my breakfast, I started to think about our relationship.  He loves me, more than anyone. Sure he loves mum and step-dad to, and his girlfriend which I don’t know anything about because I refused to come downstairs when he introduced her to our family and the rest of the band.  I can always count on him; he does absolutely everything for me. He has been always there for me no matter what. He makes me smile and he even cried with me.  But still I treat him very bad. I need to work on that, I thought to myself. ‘’I really need to change’’ I mumbled to myself ‘’what was that? Sorry I didn’t hear you’’ Liam said. ‘’Ow nothing, talking to my self and good morning to you too’’ I said and smiled at him. ‘’Okay if you say so’’ Liam said and smiled back to me. After I finished breakfast Liam started the conversation ‘’I’m meeting the boys in an hour’’ he said. ‘’ Yes, and I need to know this because?’’ I slowly asked. ‘’Ally I know that you can’t stand Harry…’’ I interrupted him. ‘’That’s not true!’’ I shouted at Liam, and took a long deep breath ‘’he is always hitting on me, he is constantly by my side and he always tries to touch my bum and sometimes he even does’’ I replied angrily.  Liam just nods and smiles. ‘’I know, that’s why I’m asking you if you could leave the house for a couple of hours’’ You knew that this conversation had a trick inside it. ‘’And go where Liam? And go where? Since you’re famous I don’t have any friends because all of them are fake and they just want things from me’’ I replied angrily. ‘’I’m sorry princess’’ he said in a sad tone. ‘’Okay, I’ll try to go somewhere’’ I said with some sadness in my voice ‘’well you can always go to our group apartment, nobody is there’’ he gave a good suggestion. ‘’I’ll think about it but order me a taxi’’ I said and went to my room to dress up. Skinny jeans, a T-shirt and All Stars and I’m ready. All dressed up I went to the bathroom and just put a little bit of make-up ‘’you don’t need make up, to cover up’’ Liam sang while walking by the bathroom. I just sighed and closed the door. ‘’I need a new nail polish’’ I said to myself as a reminder. ‘’Will you be soon?’’ Liam said and knocked on the door. ‘’I’m all done’’ I said and opened the door.  ‘’Is my taxi here yet?’’ I asked. ‘’It’s gonna be in 10 minutes’’ he said. ‘’Ok just enough time to get my phone and purse’’ I said and moved that Liam could get in the bathroom. I quickly grabbed my phone, wallet and purse. ‘’Good bay Liam’’ I said quickly, kissed Liam on the check and hugged him ‘’bay little sister’’ he said to me and hugged me back. I heard the taxi and grabbed my jacket before leaving the house. I quickly sat in the taxi ‘’where would you like to go miss?’’ the taxi driver asked me ‘’Hyde park please’’ I replied.