Love finds its way ❤ (on hold)

I feel like yin yang ~ chapter 19

*Sunday afternoon, a week later *

''Just go and fuck yourself you stupid whore'' Nate shouted at me the 3rd time in this day. I decided to ignore him. I slammed the door and disappeared in my room.  I lied down on my bed. Every time we were home alone he acted like this. He humiliated me, he made me feel worthless, like I don't deserve to live and the hate I got from twitter didn’t help at all. He also hit me twice or three times. Luckily I didn't have bruises. Every day I believed him more, every day I believed that I deserve it. that I'm a horrible person. I don't know why I felt that way but he constantly harassing me had an effect. The good news is I got the job and I was free only on Sunday. I didn't mind working there, everyone was so nice and they didn't give me a hard time if I messed up something. Tomorrow I'll meet the owners' daughter. She will work with me.  I just hoped she isn't some rich spoiled brat like Nate. My dad ignored me in the past week, we only said a few words, he yelled at me a couple of times for no reason so I was feeling like shit here. I lied to Harry and Liam that everything is okay. That I'm enjoying my stay here and shit like that. I sent long happy letters to my mum and John, telling them about the job, city and how nice and great everyone are. I told I miss them and that I miss London. I send a couple of texts to Dina and Danielle. Again lying how happy I am. It just seemed a lot easier this way; they don't need my problems to worry about. Suddenly someone opened my bedrooms door ''are you deaf or something? I told you a hundred times to go and prepare dinner'' my dad yelled at me ''I'm sorry. I had thing with work to sort out'' I lied and quickly got up ''Alicia will be late so it's gonna be just us'' he said. ''What shall I prepare?'' I asked ''chicken and potatoes'' he said and left the room. I followed him into the kitchen. Preparing dinner wasn't that hard and neither spoke a word. The dinner was ready soon and Alicia came all tired home. We ate in silence, then I helped carry the dishes ''good night everyone. I'm off to bed. I'm working from 7 tomorrow'' I said ''okay good night'' my dad said not looking away from the computer screen ''good night Allison. Sweet dreams'' said Alicia ''night'' said Nate because parents were around. I showered, put on my PJ and just as I lied in bed I remembered my tweeps. I tweeted goodnight and then quickly fall asleep.

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My alarm clock started ringing and waking up every morning to Liam's vice in One Thing wasn't that big of a problem, no matter how early it was. I sent Liam a text message because of the huge time difference. He didn't replay, he must be super busy. Only 3 more weeks and then I'll see him again, I'll leave this town. I got up and got dressed. I took my phone, wallet and keys and left to work. I always ate breakfast there because there were only around 3 customers and I had plenty of time to eat it. I enjoyed walking in a bit cold weather. The wind was making my cheeks go red and the streets were so empty and quiet. I had plenty of time to think about things, especially about Nathan. I hated that stupid dumbass. I wish he wouldn't exist in my life. He made me think about things I avoided for a year and a half. He is not gonna make me do it again. No way, I'm sure I can handle it. I stepped in the café smiling as always. The woman who gave me the papers – Leah she already had my breakfast prepared. I looked at her smiling ''thank you'' I said like every morning ''you're welcome'' she said as always. ''Luna will be here in 20 minutes'' she said ''Luna? My new co-worker?''  I asked ''the one and only'' she said ''you'll like her, don't worry about it'' I ate in silence and then helped prepare coffee. Like you probably see in all the movies I was going around the place to pure coffee to anyone who wanted. As Leah said, Luna was here in 20 minutes. She was really tall about 175cm, she had long dark brown hair, she wasn't skinny like most teens, she was a bit curvy and with a huge smile on her face.  ''I'm Luna'' she said ''Ally'' I simply answered and smiled ''well we better get to work. I saw a bus coming'' in the matter of minutes our little café was totally full of Czech tourists.  

*evening, local park*

''So by your accent I think you are Irish'' I said to Luna while we were sitting on the bench ''yes, my dad died 2 years ago so my mum and I moved back to Ireland. I like it there but I was so happy that my mum let me visit England'' she said ''I'm sorry about your dad'' I said ''it's okay. He didn't suffer. It was a peaceful death'' her voice trembled a bit; I decided to drop the theme and shoot out a totally random question ''are you the only child?'' I asked ''yes. So my mum usually lets me have a friend over so I'm not bored. She works at a company and she is there all the time. She is on a business trip so I'm here, still better than going with her'' she said ''agreed. Now I have a new friend'' I said ''well your new friend is inviting you for I screeeam'' she yelled and went to the ice cream man ''what flavour?'' she asked ''chocolate'' I said. I walked towards her, she gave me my ice cream then we decided to go home ''so where do you live?'' she asked ''at that big house'' I said. Everyone knew the "big house" and I did get some weird looks ''lucky you'' she said ''not really'' I said and I shook my head ''my dad and Nate are very'' I didn't know which word to use ''rude'' I completed my sentence ''why?'' she asked ''it's a long story. I really have to go now. Thank you for the ice cream. See you tomorrow at work'' I waved her and run home. It was just eleven o'clock but I have so many things to do yet again. 

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I'm sorry it so short :( I had no ideas what to put in & I'm super busy at the moment :( Love you guys x