Suffocating Love (iKon Fanfic) Junhoe x Reader + Hanahaki Disease

Chapter 4

It has now been two months since the trigger, and you got worst on so many levels. To the point where you were kept in Donghyuk's house for the past month in bed, unable to move or breath. You were coughing out red, pink, and yellow petals. You haven't seen Junhoe the past month, but that only made your disease worst. You longed to see his face, even if he had to see you like this, you wanted to see him. You wanted to see his eyes, his smile, his face.

You knew you were going to die. You accepted the fact that you were going to die. You accepted it, so all you wanted to do was see Junhoe the last seconds of your life before it ended. You didn't know if anyone knew, and you didn't care anymore. You went too far into the deep end of the pool. Donghyuk walked in. His eyes were puffy, and you knew he came back after bawling his eyes out.
"The others are here to see you, (Y/N)....." He said with a shaky voice. You didn't say anything and only sat up with all the power you had left in your body. Everyone walked in the room. Everyone except Junhoe. You sighed.
"Hey guys..." You said.

"Why didn't you tell us sooner?" Jinhwan asked. You were silent.
"We could've helped you, Noona. We were worried sick." Chanwoo said shakily.
"Don't cry, Chanwoo. I already made Donghyuk cry every last one of his tears out." You said.
"It's because we don't want you to die, (Y/N)! You can't leave us like this....." Hanbin said. You didn't say anything.
"All of you know?" You asked weakly. They all looked at each other before leaving the room. You stared at them confused as Yunhyeong gave you a strong, concerned look. They all went out and you were sitting there for three minutes, confused on why they left.

You understood why when he walked in. Koo Junhoe walked in. You saw in slow motion as he walked over to you. He had a sad expression on his face. You smiled.
"I missed you. It's good to see you, June." You said. He stared at you. You were starting to feel nervous.
"Why are you looking at me like that, you're making me nervous...." You chuckled.
"You never told me."
"..."

"I couldn't....I-"
"You didn't tell me that it was me." he said.
"I'm sorry. I tried my best." You said.
"If you told me, I would've tried something,
(Y/N)! You're here, dying in bed because of me! What am I supposed to do? My best friend is dying, and it's my fault! What's worse is that I could've done something about it, but I didn't." He said. Best friend.
"It's not your fault, June. I've had this disease ever since I was little. It only triggered when you came back because I thought of you too much. I've accepted this fate." You said.

"Junhoe?" You asked. He looked at you with weak eyes.
"Could you....do me a favor?" You asked. He looked at you expectantly.
"Tell me you love me....It's okay if you don't mean it, just say it............please."