You tried not to, you really promised you tried not to. With your disease, you had to put every single inch of your mind and soul to make sure it never happened, but when he showed up, everything was completely ruined.
Crouching over the toilet, you were violently heaving as pink rose petals fell out of your mouth. Yes, you had Hanahaki Disease. You had it ever since you were a little child, but you never knew until middle school, when your mother started telling you to stay away from boys. She told you about your disease and although it was shocking, you learned to cope with it. You just figured that you'd never fall in love with anybody. For the first 17 years you successfully continued on with life without triggering the disease, but when you were 18 in the first year of college, Koo Junhoe had to ruin everything.
You did notice him amongst the bustling crowd and he just had to be in the same class as you. Even worse, he came over and talked to you. You were hesitant and unsure at first, but you didn't feel attracted to him in any way, so you talked back to him. Eventually, the two of you became friends, and you didn't think it would be a big deal if you were just friends, but the way he smiled, the way he laughed, and everything about him showed you that you had developed a crap ton of feelings for him.
When he went to America for three weeks, you missed him so much you thought you were actually going to die. Sure, you video called and texted him a lot, but talking to him over the phone couldn't satisfy the emptiness you felt in your chest without him at your side. When you went to the airport to pick him up, he ran over to you and pulled you into a big hug and you realized just how much you really loved him.
"I missed you, (Y/N)!!" He said, noogying you. You laughed as he started to tickle you as well.
"Oh my God, Junhoe! Quit jabbing me!" you laughed, trying to get away from him.
It was at that moment when you felt a tight feeling in your chest and then a sharp pain before you had a huge coughing fit. You covered your mouth with your hand and let out one final cough, something falling out of your mouth. Your eyes widened when you saw what you coughed out. A singular, yellow petal laid flat against your palm. You quickly put it in your pocket before Junhoe could see.
"Oh my Gosh, are you okay? What was that, are you sick?" He asked.
"Pfft, no......I just..laughed too hard. I'm okay now, so let's get going!" You said heading for the car.
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Suffocating Love (iKon Fanfic) Junhoe x Reader + Hanahaki Disease
Romantizm(Y/N) grew feelings for her best friend, Koo Junhoe, but she couldn't tell him. Now, she was battling with death as a poisonous flower was growing inside her, feeding off of her one-sided love. The Hanahaki Disease is an illness born from one-sided...
