Reckless

3: let it be

I got woken up by Andrew screaming because her mom didn't wash her outfit she was going to wear. Because god forbid you to wear other clothes.

Then I started to get dressed. I wore a pair of denim shorts and a maroon baggy v neck shirt with a pair of my converse. Then I threw my hair in a messy bun. Since I was running late I had to wear my glasses I seriously hate wearing them.

I grabbed my bag and headed down stairs. I was going to walk but I guess that's like against the rules because Cody had to take me. We got in the car and started to head to school.

Cody: I didn't know you wear glasses.

Me: well now you know

Cody: damn why are you bitchy today

Me: why don't you shut up and drive

Cody: you must be on your period damn

He parked the car after he said that then I stormed out of the car I slammed the door. I went to my locker then when I was done I slammed my locker shut.

Luke: damn what is your problem

Me: just get out of my way.

I skipped the first couple of classes and spent them walking in the halls. The class before lunch I spent up against my locker reading and writing. I guess Cody skipped that class too because he found me.

Cody: why aren't you in class

Me: I'm not in the mood

Cody: I was looking for you everywhere

Me: why

Cody: because I wanted to apologize.

Me: it's fine I was acting like a bitch but I just want to be left alone

Cody decided to sit next to me.

Cody: I know it's hard for you. Dealing with your dad going back but you have to pull it throw.

Me: I know but it's more than that you won't understand no one would it's just better if you leave it at that

Cody: you know I know what it is like to hide my feelings

Me: I don't hide my feelings

Cody: yes you do every time someone tries to care for you, you push away you block people out

Me: you don't understand

Cody: but I do

Me: no you don't so stop trying to make it feel like you do

Then I got up and walked away.

I'm walking down the hallway trying to be by myself. I decided to head towards the doors and walk out put Andrew had to stop me.

Andrew: where the hell are you going

Me: none of you business

Then she heard Cody running down the hall to catch up to me while he was screaming my name.

Andrew: what's wrong you gonna cry because your brothers dead and probably your mom

Me: just shut up

Andrew: oh what's wrong are you going to cry.

Then I pushed her out of the way and burst out of the school. I was trying to hold back the tears.

Cody stormed out after me.

Cody: wait

Me: leave me alone

Cody: I know what it's like

Me: just stop leave me alone just stop acting like you care

Cody: I do care

Me: please leave me alone

Cody: okay I'll leave you alone.

Then Cody walked back inside.

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I went to soccer practice. I met with Alex and Melissa after I changed for practice. I feel like soccer gets my mind off of things. We started the flying chicken. I was so out of it I almost broke my arm by landing on my arm wrong.

Coach: go to the shower and Mathews I need a word with you

I ran over to coach.

Me: yeah

Coach: what's going on

Me: nothing

Coach: you were so out of it today

Me: I know but I'll fix it tomorrow

Coach: i just don't want one of my best players to be injured okay

Me: okay coach

Coach: okay hit the showers and go get some rest

Me: okay

Then I jogged to the showers. I took a shower changed into my cami and spandex. Then I meet Melissa and Alex.

Alex: how's it been.

Me: okay

Melissa: what's wrong

Me: nothing

Melissa: don't do that you are never out of it what's going on.

Me: Andrew was talking about my brother and my mom and Cody thinks he knows what's going on but I don't think he does.

Alex: that bitch

Melissa: you should have punched her.

Me: I know

Then somebody should checked me really hard like practically punched me. I landed on the ground.

Alex: excuse you

Girl: she shouldn't have been in my way

Alex: who do you think you are

Girl: I think I'm max

Alex: well watch where you are going

Max: no watch where you are standing

Me: she's not worth it

Max: yup the bitch is right

Melissa: now can I kill her

Me: not in public

Alex: I don't see anyone here

Me: she's not worth it she's just one of Drew's stupid friends

Max: how do you know that

Me: because I live with her

Max: no you don't

Me: yeah I do I'm stayin there for awhile

Max: why

Me: let's go

Then we left.

They dropped me off at my house.

Alex/Melissa: see you later

Then I walked inside. When I was about to open my door someone called my name. I turned around and saw Drew standing there.

Drew: your a fucking bitch

Then she punched me.