Bulletproof and Vulnerable. An Andy Biersack Love Story (Ftmxboy)

Chapter 6

Jason's POV

I open my eyes slowly, have I been asleep?
A giant yawn suddenly overtakes me, I guess I have.
It's dark, but I can see light peaking out from behind some curtains on the furthest wall.
Where am I? The last I remember I was in Andy's car.
I feel around and find my phone in my pocket, the bright screen burns my eyes, but after I adjust I see the time is 10 am.

Time to figure out where I am. I'm obviously in a bed, but who's? How did I get here? Did Andy...carry me?

I get up and carefully make my way over to the window, praying I don't knock a picture or do something equally as clumsy, probably looking like a newborn deer as I go.
I open the curtains, practically blinding myself. I turn around and rub my eyes, trying to get used to seeing again.
The walls around me are off-white, the carpet dull grey, and the bed I was asleep on is covered in black. My eyes scan the large room, there's Black Veil Brides memorabilia scattered all around, a large closet, with its door ajar, awards organised neatly on shelves, a desk near me with messy papers that were clearly once a neat pile, and an acoustic guitar lying next to said desk. The entire room was disorganized, Andy never was very good at cleaning.

There's a knock on the bedroom door, I quickly sit where I woke up moments ago. "Hello?" I call out, the door slowly opens. Andy pops his head around the door, before smiling and stepping inside. "Hey sleepy head" he greets me, a large grin on his face.
He walks to the bed and sits near me. "You fell asleep in the car, I thought I'd just let you sleep"
Butterflies rush through me as he is clearly still as caring as he used to be.
"Is this your room?" I ask, still taking in my surroundings. "Yeah" he says with a blush "the bed wasn't made up in the spare room, I hope you don't mind" he continues "but you can stay in there tonight obviously, or..yknow wherever" his cheeks flush red as he talks, and he looks down at the ground.
I can't help but smile at him, it's clear he tries to be confident and outgoing, but he's still the shy kid I know.

"I've missed you" I whisper, looking up at him through my eyelashes. "I've missed you too, Aly" he smiles. It strikes like a bullet, when I realise i haven't told him yet.
"Andy, I need to tell you something.." I mumble, staring down at my knees. "What is it?" He asks, his tone clearly worried. "I..." I trail off, I don't know how to say it, should I even say it? No, he needs to know. "Andy I'm.." I'm interrupted by shouting downstairs.
"Andy where are you man?" A man shouts. He looks at me and rolls his eyes, a playful smile on his lips. "That's Jake. Do you wanna come meet him?" He asks.
"I look awful though!" I say furiously smoothing down my hair, taking a second to admire the length once more.
"You look beautiful! I mean, you look good, you look great" he fumbles his words and stands up, obviously flushed. 
He grabs my hand softly, and leads me off the bed.
I feel my heart skip a beat at his words, and allow him to lead me outside his room, feeling like I'm floating on air.