Chapter 11: Scared And Worried

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Emily's P.O.V:

I was scared for Shawn when he woke up he didn't seem okay and I wanted to ask him what his dream was but couldn't because I felt like it wasn't my part to say. So when we went out to eat I was kind of sad because he told me he wanted to go home which I didn't think he'd say because our date was going to be tonight but I guess we can always plan it another day. Right?

I felt like this was going bad our relationship and everything I felt like I should tell him what happen between Nash and I but than I felt like it was going to crush him. So right after we got out of McDonalds we went home and we saw the guys I was happy to see them because its been awhile. "Hey look its Shawn and da Bae!!!" Carter screamed out I couldn't help but blush into Shawns shoulder and laugh. "Hey guys what are you all doing here?" I said laughing at Carter still. "Uhh, Well we wanted to come by and say hi."

I knew something was up, I knew he was lieing and than I saw Nash he came running out of the bathroom saying "are they here yet?" he turned and saw me. I was holding Shawn's hand the entire time. Than he looked at Shawn and Shawn let go of my hand. "Hey Em." I gave him a hug. It was one of those awkward ones though. We than let go. Nash couldn't stop looking at me it was weird. But I kinda.. shut up Emily you don't like this guy too he's a jerk.

Shawn noticed, "Dude can you stop looking at my girlfriend!" I couldn't believe what Shawn told him. Nash looked upset and so did Shawn. Than Nash said what I thought he shouldn't have said "Haha! Did your "girlfriend" tell you what happen at the airport when she was leaving!?" Shawn looked confused, "Awwh I'm guessing not, Talk about unfaithful. Right Emily?" I had to tell Nash to stop. "Nash please stop." I was scared, "No, Shawn has every right to know what happen." I than screamed out again "Nash please!" I was getting angry, Shawn than held my hand tighter trying to keep his anger calm. "Shawn your girlfriend and I kissed at the airport right when she was leaving. And I liked it."

Shawn let go of my hand and I was in tears. He looked at me than Nash and said "I... I told you I loved you. I... I slept next to you.. I... came all the way over here for you I... I.. kissed you! I felt something for you! I cared for you and all you do is cheat and lie to me!! Thats unfaithful. Now Nash do you want my ice cream that I'm about to eat or do you want those left overs too! You were my friend Nash. Yo-" Nash inturrupted Shawn, "Shawn I'm.. I'm so sorry Man, please understand that my feelings just took me over." Shawn than was in Nash's face "No! I fucking hate you both I want to go home. I should be home! I left everything for you! And I left everything just to figure out this! No! I'm done! Emily, we're... I love you more than anything in the world but it seems like you don't love me. I'm sorry but we're done Emily. We're over." I was crying and I was on my knees. Crying and crying. Carter came to me trying to pick me up but I was just crying.

I saw Shawn leaving and saying bye to the guys. I saw him walk out of my house and close to the cab I went after him. "Shawn please! I love you! I love you and only you I told Nash that! I told everyone that! Please you can't leave me! Please!" I was crying really bad. He than walked into the cab and left.

Nash's P.O.V:

I shouldn't have said anything. Right after Shawn left I stood and so did everyone else. Em was crying outside on the ground until Cam went out there to get her he came back in with her. "I fucking hate you Nash! I hate you! I get it you like me and shit but you ruined everything! Everything! Why did you tell him!? Why!?" she was crying again, "Why are you even here!?" she screamed to me. I felt terrible. I felt like everything was all my fault and that I should've let her handle things. "Em-" she inturrupted me, "Don't ever call me that, ever." I started talking again "Emily, I came all the way over her to tell him because of how much it was hurting me. I had to tell him." She looked more pissed than ever. "So you decide to come and crush both our feeling so you can feel better?" I was kind of mad. "No. I came over here to tell him because it was the right thing to do. Emily please you have to understand." She came closer to me and hit my face and said "I will never understand and I never want to see you again. Ever." she than went upstairs and slammed her door. I knew she was mad. I knew she meant what she said too. I knew it was all of my fault.

Matt came up to me and said "I think you and the guys should leave. I'll talk to her later and she'll get over what happen with you and her." I than left with the guys.

Shawn's P.O.V:

After what they told me it really pissed me off. I was sad and I couldn't believe what she and him told me. I felt so hurt and I couldn't sleep on the plane either. I finally got off and called my mom. I called her she picked up pretty fast and said "Shawn whats the matter? I thought you were on a trip?" I was trying to keep my cool. "Im home and I'll tell you when you pick me up. Is that okay?" she seemed really happy "Yes of course hun I'll pick you up right now." I heard her smile on the phone. "Okay bye mom I love you.", "Alright I love you too Shawn."

While I was waiting I got a text on my phone. It was Em.

Emily: Im so sorry Shawn please.

I was already crying in the airport.

Me: I'm sorry no. Its not going to happen. Please understand!

Emily: I can't sleep. I didn't even eat. Please Shawn. The kiss meant nothing.

Me: Emily. I can't I'm sorry bye.

Right after I spoke to her I clicked my top button and fell asleep on the chair. I than woke up to my mom saying "Shawn? I called you three times! Lets go." she grabbed my bags and we went to the car. I started crying again. "Shawn? Whats wrong?", "I went to Matts for the trip. And I was dating his sister. She.. she.. cheated mom." I told my mom she seemed couldn't believe it and niether did Aaliyah or dad. My mom was holding me in her arms. Than we all went into the car. Aaliyah than said "don't worry she's not worth it. Trust me." than I said "Thats the thing she was worth it." Aaliyah than gave me a tight hug. And I fell asleep again.

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