Chapter 19: Back To The Top.

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Shawn's P.O.V:

When I said no I think it hurt me more than it hurt her. Because I couldn't believe I said those words. I guess it just really did hurt me more. Because right after I said no a cab was in front of me.

I got in and she wasn't going after me. I loved her I really did. She just didn't love me.

Emily's P.O.V:

He was gone again.. when he said no it didn't really hurt me as much as I thought it would. I guess the whole Nash issue was as bad as I thought it was.

Maybe I loved Nash... I don't know anymore. This is crushing me. And I can't do this. I can't be a singer. I have to quit it... Maybe I need to let go of Shawn.

Right after Shawn left Barb came running outside, "Look at you, you're soaking wet. Where is Shawn? What happen?"

I couldn't stand saying it again. I knew she'd be angry and so would Andrew. I get that they want us to write together but I just need a little more time.

"He uhmm... he.... left. He decided to leave and never see me again. Im sorry Barb and Andrew. We just need a longer break please understand."

They looked at each other and went to the side to talk and all I heard was, "I don't think she'a ready for the music industry." My heart shut down on me when I heard Andrew say that.

My mom than came running out of the hotel and I didn't notice I was still in the rain. "Emily, honey get inside please its raining." I came in after she said that.

"Mom, can we go home please?" she pulled me into a hug and I was crying and couldn't stop. There were fans taking pictures. I was getting angry and furious with them. "PLEASE STOP ALL OF YOU!"

I ran to the elevator pushing the button waiting for it. the elevator came and I went in. It took me to my room and I started packing.

My mom than came in and started packing too. "Emily, are you willing to do this. And leave Shawn behind." when she said that I threw my bag on the floor and turned around.

"Yes! I don't want to be near him anymore. I hate him. I hate me."

My mom gasped and put her hand over her mouth. I picked my bag up and so did she and we left. We got the closest flight. Which was at 3am. I didn't really want to leave at that time. I wanted to leave sooner actually.

But that was the closest they had. I than got a text from Matt.

Matt: You okay I saw the pictures what did that douche do?

I laughed and a tear fell again.

Me: He just doesn't want my bull anymore thats all. I understand how he feels. Im just going to leave him alone.

I than shut my phone from the top waiting for a text to come from him. My mom was sleeping waiting for the flight with me. My phone beeped again. But this time it was Jack J.

Jack J: Hey beautiful, you okay I saw what happen do you need me to come over there and beat Shawn's ass?

I laughed even harder. But my mom didn't wake up.

Me: No I will be okay he's just sick of me and I disgust him.

I turned my phone off again waiting for my brother and Jack to respond.

As I was waiting I went on twitter and there was a girl who tweeted, "@EmEspinosa so sorry about you and Shawn I hope he gets karma for what he did." I didn't like that tweet at all.

There was also another girl who tweeted, "@EmEspinosa yeah! He's such an ass for letting you go! I hate @Shawnmendes" that girl got at least 2k favorites on that and I couldn't believe it. I than tweeted out, "Everyone please stop. I still love him. We're just at a rough time. please understand. thnk you."

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