Still Into You (Connor Franta Fanfiction)- Sequel to Twins

Chapter 14- The (Last) Conversation

This is Jo's POV

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I walked out of my house and took the lift downstairs to the first floor. I barely got a wink of sleep last night but I'm still gonna go and meet Connor, as much as I know he didn't reply to the text. 

I know he would be there, right? I'm not really sure, I just wanted a clear cut. 

I entered the glass doors of the cafe before sitting down at the seat I spotted, I ordered a cup of coffee. Taking out my book, I began to read. 

If people were rain, I was drizzle and she was a hurricane.

"Hey." a voice spoke before looking up and I saw Connor. (start song here, its a video)

"Hi, I didn't order you a coffee cause' I wasn't sure when you'd be here." I said to him before putting my book away. 

"Oh, I won't be here for long, I just came to clear some things up." Connor replied to me before sitting down in the seat opposite me. Right after he sat down, I spoke up.

"Okay look here, I came here to clear things up, to make a clear cut in our separation. If that's what you want. Just yeah like, hurry up please." I spoke nervously while looking down at the table and tracing the pattern on the wood with my fingers.

"Yes, that's the reason I'm here for too actually." Ouch. "Like I told you, I'm always the one trying and it's tiring me out. A relationship is managed by two people, not one. Also, what I saw last night just made it even clearer to me for what-" I cut him off.

"Last night was an accident, I was too shocked to even react to anything!" I retorted, trying my best to not raise my voice.

"Hey, look. There's no kind or easy way to say this but, let's break up." Connor told me straight up.

"If it's what makes you happy, o-okay." my voice cracked at intervals of my words. I refused to let the tears in my eyes flow out. 

"Sorry." he leaned forward to give me a kiss on my forehead before he stood up and left. I guess that's it. It's the end, we're over.

I grabbed my book and left the cafe, headed straight for home.

The moment I entered the house, I went straight for my door. Before I reached the doorknob, a hand grabbed mine. 

"Hey." I looked up to see Jc. I hugged him and sobbed into his shirt, nope I don't care right now, I can look like a wreck in my own house. 

We just stood there while he hushed me as I cried. I looked up to see him smiling at me, he's the best brother one could ask for. 

"Feeling better now?" I nodded "Come on, I got Monsters University on, let's go. Also, I have cookies and cream ice cream, chips and popcorn." He said as we walked to the couch. 

While the movie played, I wasn't focused on it at all. I was thinking about Connor, us. Doesn't it hurt him at all? I thought all the times we spent together were special, but I guess not. 

I know I still love him, deep inside, I still feel the same. But just now, he seemed nonchalant about our break up. He just walked off like it was an act all along, a lie. He apologised like it didn't hurt him; at all. 

"Come on, cheer up. I've tried everything, do you want a puppy? I could get wishbone here? Like, somehow." Jc told me.

"No, I'm just thinking. I went to meet Connor just now and we broke up, with a clear line between us now." I replied to him, stabbing at the ice cream with the spoon.

"That seems alright to me, so what actually happened??" He asked looking at me.

"The whole problem is that, it didn't seem to bother him. Doesn't seems like it even affected him, it was a ruthless break up. Just like what we had before never even happened. Like we never happened, wiped off his memory." I explained to Jc.

"Look, I know it hurts really bad right now, but I promise it'll get better. Even if he seems nonchalant, let him be. This is just a tiny little part of your life, just take it that it's a lesson of some sort and learn from it. You guys are over already, that's what you need to remember. As much as it makes you feel like your heart is in pieces, someone will come over and paste the pieces back together or maybe, you would heal your own wounds." He told me in a serious tone.

He was probably right about the healing part. I know it would all get better, but right now at this moment, when it hurts me like crap, I'll just sit here with my twin brother eating and watching a cartoon. Because we gotta live in the moment right?

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OKAY MAYBE THIS WASN'T EXACTLY THE LONGEST BUT COME ON, IT'S A CONTINUAL 2 DAY UPDATE! ADD THE TWO TOGETHER, YOU'LL BE SATISFIED MHM. 

so don't kill me, it is okay. calm down kids, sit back and breathe. 

Also I thought maybe if I did something special monthly, kinda like the youtuber goodbye thingy, THAT WOULD BE FUN. WE COULD INTERACT AND BE FRIENDS! YEAH YOU AND ME, FRIENDS! SOUND GOOD EH?! no, in real life im really socially awkward like, conversation, how? SO YOU GUYS BE MY INTERNET FRIENDS, YAAAYYYYY!!!!! 

I took too much sugar, oops? 

Anyways, the goodbye for this chapter would be.......

So this week we talked about asdfgh and hjklasdfghjklasdfghjktwyquitfdjcxb BYE! (COMMENT! this is really too obv wow winnie, genius.)

song to the side-> amnesia by 5sos, i thought it sounded like what jo thought... hehe. 

BAI

~Winnegan