❝bts - 8th member❞ - BOOK 1 [EDITING]

burn the stage: struggles

A scene where RM lost his passport shows, everyone was crowding, looking for it. RM continues to talk to a man, as people continuously looks for it.

Jin thens taps RM's shoulder after he's done speaking to the man. Jin asks if RM found it, and RM says no.

"We can't enter Chile then." Suga says chuckling, not believing he lost his passport. But then at the corner you hear Hana make a "mmhm?" sound. Everyone looks at her, as her back is turned to everyone. She turns around and holds the passport, showing Namjoon's face. Everyone looks at Hana for a moment as Namjoon walks to her.

"It's" He starts laughing, "It's mine," He continues making everyone laugh.

"AHH REALLY!" Jin starts screaming. Everyone was clapping and laughing.

"I was about to curse at him." Suga says.

"I'm crying, I am really crying." Hoseok laughs.

"Let's get out of here." Jungkook says, as others agree.

You then see RM talking from the interview table. (idk what its called)

"We really do help each other." He says, beginning to crack up
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All the members, but Suga was currently eating while discussing the tour. They were just informed at 500 people will be chosen to watch them practice. They decide was songs will be shown as Jungkook begins dancing.

He begins to dance to MAMA making everyone laugh.

"Do lie, lie!" Taehyung yells.

"Lie, lie." Hana laughs out loud.

Jungkook begins to dance to Lie, making everyone laugh harder.

(Hana's song is, at this moment, unnamed. I have Hana's song down, but I will post it maybe soon. I want to keep it a secret for a bit. I want to make sure it is perfect.)
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"ARMY MAKE SOME NOISE!" A clip of RM hyping up the crowd was played.

"I think the best motivation other than the members is ARMY. Seeing all those faces in the crowd, all the lightsticks go up, all the smiles and banners just makes it feel like.. we're achieving something amazing. Which we are." Hana says smiling. "But the hardest part though, is performing. Or practicing." Hana continues. "There's this wave of guilt that hits you when there's a mistake. It feels like you let ARMYs down, you let your motivation down." She nods off.

A scene cuts to Jimin dancing to Lie, "Lie is the hardest to perform live." He explains. A another scene shows him sitting down, telling a staff he messed up.

"Other's say it's no big deal. But the guilt. It stays there for a long time." Jimin says.

"It's also hard when you perform dance after dance." Hana says. A scene shows Jungkook sitting down on a couch, out of breath.

"I don't know what happen to me. I think I overestimated myself." Jungkook says, throwing a little laugh in the sentence.

This in the scene, you see Hana squat in front of Jungkook, talking to him.

"You don't need to work this hard Jungkook." Hana explains. "You out so much energy, if you put more you'll collapse." She says worried. She hands Jungkook water, turning to a staff asking if she can get a wipe to help wipe the sweat on his forehead.

"But they'll think it isn't enough Noona." He says drinking the water, his voice showing exhaustion.

"I was looking at you the whole time during the performance. You looked amazing. Don't work too hard Jeon. I don't need to see you be dragged out of the stage, because you collapsed. That's not a sight I want to see, and will see, got it?" Hana says, so worried. Jungkook just nods and hugs Hana. "You work so hard. If they don't appreciate it, I do." Hana says into the hug. Making Jungkook just rest his head on her shoulder, nodding. He was too tired to even speak.

"This has never happened to Jungkook before." Hoseok says, "To be honest, it scared me." Hoseok says, laughing a little.

"We only had two days left, I had to make sure I kept going until I had no energy left. If I can't keep going, why else would I even perform." Jungkook says.

"He tries too hard. He needs to know when to take breaks, being the youngest also, he's too young to be overworking himself like that." Jin says.

"I need to, my happiness is ARMY, the reason why I still my energy today. The energy they give me, I need to give it to them back." Jungkook says.

— make sure to bring in tissues for this part.

"Now Hana, Hana also works her hardest. I mean, being the only girl, it feels like she has to shine because she's being covered by the other seven of us." RM says.

"She comforts us so much, she forgets to take care of herself." Suga says.

"It feels like, we are her number one priority, but needs to be switched. We need to take care of her." Jungkook says,

A scene shows Hana after the performance with CL. She was crying because she missed some steps, saying that it's her fault for not practicing.

"I should have woke up earlier and went to the practice room and practiced more." She said crying.

"You did amazing." RM said, "I saw no mistake Hana."

"No, didn't you see? I could have fell if I hadn't move my right leg in time." Hana said.

Another scene was shown of her taking care of Jimin, but then becoming dizzy after walking away.

"It feels like I see that I have twenty fingers." Hana says, kind of loudly since music was playing on stage.

"What?" RM says, she nods and laughs it off.

RM was going to say something until she gets called out to get to her place to perform.

Hoseok was seen on the interview table, "She always laughs everything off. But I see her in the dorm, she always works her hardest so she can be skinnier, and happier." Hoseok says.

"In this industry, it's hard for me." Hana says. "Girls are seen to be so skinny, that if they aren't, they are not accepted." She explains. "And I feel like I need to be accepted." She says, her voice cracking. Looking down as Yoongi then speaks.

"She always smiles. Always. She smiles everything off but we've seen her cry in our dorm, because someone on social media called her overweight." Yoongi says.

"She's such a precious gift that we don't deserve." Taehyung says. "She treats us like we're her children, giving us all her love and support. But she forgets to give it to herself."

"I do, struggle with liking how I look or am. I get annoyed of the way I look in the mirror, how I laugh, how I sing." Hana explains. "But I feel like I can hide all of that when I put the boys in front of me first. That's why it was hard for me to have an album called Love Yourself. It feels hypocritical of me to tell our fans to love how they are, when I can even do it to myself." Hana says, almost crying. But holding everything back.

"She doesn't cry in front of us. Ever. Unless it's some stupid reason, like she's crying tears-of joy." Yoongi says.

"I do try to be better. I try to complement myself, but sometimes it just hurts knowing I'm lying to myself." Hana says.

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