❝bts - 8th member❞ - BOOK 1 [EDITING]

too happy?

This was a very good request. :)

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I woke up and sighed. I looked around my room. My laptop was still left open on my desk, but I noticed one of Jungkook's games were on there.

"What the.." I said to myself. I got out of the bed, my stuffed plushie in hand, and went to turn off the game.

"Hey! Wait! It isn't saved yet." I heard someone say from the bed. I jumped and got scared immediately.

"Jungkook! What the hell?!" I yelled at him, I grab the plushie I had and threw at him.

"Ow! You didn't have to throw it!" He said getting the plushie.

"I know." I giggled. "How do you save this thing?" I asked.

"There's three lines at the left corner, press L and leave." He said.

"You should press L and leave the room too." I said sarcastically. Jungkook pouts, "I'm kidding. I'm kidding." I sighed. Jungkook smiles again.

"Now sleep, it's too early to be up." 

"No, no. You sleep. I'm going to make breakfast for everyone!" I said, cheering.

"Wait what..?"

 I just walk out of the room and head to the kitchen. I got the pancake mix out, bacon, eggs and more foods. I play some music quietly as I cooked. After I finished, I started to plate everything. I placed the food on the table and set up the juice. I was about to yell that the breakfast was ready but Jin already came out.

"Hana? You're awake? I thought I saw you laying down in your room.." He said looking back.

"Oh, that's Jungkook." I said, "But I made breakfast! Eat up!" I continued to smile.

"Uh.. okay.." He said sitting down. "Hana did you poison this?" He asks, making me laugh.

"God no! You should know I like cooking!"

"Yeah, but waking up this early? To cook? Hana should be sleeping until like 10pm." 

"Well I didn't. I cooked. Now eat!" I said, walking to the fridge to grab just a yogurt. Three more members came in.

"Woah, Jin-hyung.. you made a feast!" Namjoon said chuckling.

"Uh.. actually Hana made this.." Jin said pointing at me. I smile. The three members look at me.

"Her?" Yoongi asks. "She's awake? Faster than me?" He asks, I frown.

"She cooked. All of this?" Jimin asks.

"Don't act surprised." I said laughing. "Go wake up the rest of them before you join us."

"We know Jungkook isn't waking up.."

"No, no I'm here." Jungkook said staring at the food.

"What the heck is this?" Taehyung asks. Everyone looks at him and agrees with his question.

"You guys act like you've never seen food in your life!" I said chuckling.

"Yeah, we have. Not made by you." Yoongi said. Jin hits his arm.

"It's actually good. Hana wants you all to sit down so sit down and eat." Jin said. The members hesitated, but began sitting down. I got up with my yogurt and began walking to my room.

"Wait, noona, you're not eating..?" Jungkook asks.

"No, I'm full. I have yogurt, it's alright.." I said to him. He just slowly nods. I walk off, heading to my room.

-THIRD PERSON POV-

"What's with her?" Yoongi asks. Everyone shrugs.

"She makes a buffet, and doesn't even eat?" Jungkook asks.

"Maybe she got full with staring at all these foods. I mean I would.." Hoseok shrugs, eating.

As the members were talking, Hana sat in her room and sighs.

"I shouldn't be eating this.. People won't like me anymore." Hana whispers to herself.

She looks at the mirror in front of her, and she just looks at herself. She began tearing up, she looks away quickly and wipes the tears that came out. She wants to be positive, she tries. But she hated what she saw in that mirror.

She looks at the yogurt, then stares at the calories. She groans and throws the yogurt away. She walks back to her bed.

"Maybe the comments were right.." She said to herself again, plopping down on the bed. She began to silently cry.

"So that's what this is about?" Someone said, coming in and closing the door. "Thanks for the food, Hana. But I would have enjoyed it more if you ate with us." Yoongi said.

Hana got up and turns away from him, she wipes her tears fast and looks at him.

"I don't know what you're talking about. I ate." Hana said.

"What'd you eat?" Yoongi asked, "And don't say that damn yogurt because I saw you throw it away. Why are you starving yourself?" 

"What I see in that mirror? I hate it!" Hana says, bursting into tears.

"You.. cannot be serious." Yoongi said to her. "Don't listen to what people say."

"You don't understand. When I stand next to other girls up on the stage, I stand out!" Hana says. "I hate standing out that way." She said quietly sobbing. Yoongi kneels down and just hugs her. He has no words.

"Please, don't starve yourself.." He just manages to get out. "You know damn well, this is not the answer.."

"I need everything to be perfect." Hana said to him.

"Not everything is perfect. Nothing is even perfect." Yoongi said to Hana.

"Those girls are."

"I bet you, they think they are not perfect either." Yoongi said to Hana. "I'm just beging you, please don't ever do anything like this."

"But I need to lose weight somehow." Hana shakes her head.

"Hana, you are not listening. You are perfect, please do not let anything like this affect you.. You are beautiful, and I mean it. I'm not just trying to make you hear things that you wanna hear. I wouldn't be going out of my way to change your mind if I didn't think this was ridiculous." Yoongi said strictly to Hana. Hana just sighs and nods her head. "Come eat."

"No, I'm full."

"No, you're not. You can't be full with air. Now hurry up, and eat." 

"Is that how I sounded outside?" Hana asks.

"Yep." Yoongi said chuckling. "Sit down and eat!" He said in a girly voice. Hana hits his arm and tells him to stop, but he continues to do so.

Once they got outside, the members were outside her door.

"How come you hid in your room when you felt sad?" Taehyung asks.

"Yeah, you should have came to us.."Jimin said. "And like what Hyung said, don't ever starve yourself like this.. It's not pretty if you do." He hugs Hana.

"Make her sit down and eat!" Taehyung says. "I want her to look like a bowling ball after she's done."

"I already do.." Hana said.

"Shut up, go eat." Yoongi tells her.

"We'll eat with you." Jungkook says.

"Didn't you guys already eat?" Hana asks.

"Nope, we thought you did poison the food." Jin said.

"Not me, you're a great cook." Hoseok tells her, making everyone laugh.

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