Chapter 36

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*BETHANYS POV*

"You know I can't live without you right?" Kenny said and my stomach does backflips.

"You do?" I ask, knowing that I knew that in the first place.

"Don't act like you didn't know that." He says and I smile.

"Kenny, I hope you're okay." I say, I can already feel my eyes tear up.

"I'm okay Beth. Okay?"

I walk up to him and hug him tight. I see the oxygen tubes and I feel a tear roll down. He looks at me and giggles.

"Don't cry, I will be okay. I promise."

"So is it just your lungs that are bad?" I ask and he nods.

"I'm going to have to stay here. But you're lucky I'm still alive because when I threw up that one day because people were bullying me, that is one of the reasons my lungs are starting to fail." He says and I gasp.

"Everything is bad in my life. My mom is a drug addict and left my dad and I, my dad is struggling because I'm sick and I get bullied so much. Paths only reason I wake up in the morning is to see you." He says and I get massive chills and my face gets hot.

I hug him tighter and he kisses me forehead. I look at him and see a tear roll down him face. We are both sniffling and makes us both laugh. He gets serious, very serious. I look down at his soft lips and look back at his beautiful eyes.

"Beth." He says and when he touches me my arms get chills. He breathes on me and our lips are almost centimeters apart. I feel our lips barely touch and caress the back of his head. We're practically breathing in our mouths until I man up and kiss him. He kisses back slightly and I can feel his hand caress my cheek. I let go and look down. He moves his hand to my chin. He lifts my head up and he kisses me. Really kisses me. I can feel his tongue slide in my mouth barely and it feels great. He caresses my cheek again and I ball up the back of his hair. I was already laying in the bed with him but he gets on his side and kisses me harder. He is an amazing kisser. I feel his tubes on my nose and his breathing is heavy so I try and calm down. Did I just like... Kiss Kenny?!

I pull away and he looks at me into my eyes.

"Beth, I told you I couldn't live without you." He said. The doctor came in and spoke immediately. I kinda duck under him just I case I'm not allowed to do this so I won't get in trouble. She came in with a bunch of utensils, uh oh.

"Okay Kenny, are you ready for your chemo therapy?" What the hell? DOES KENNY HAVE CANCER?

"What did she just say Kenny?" I ask and he acted like she didn't say anything.

"What are you talking about?"

"Of course you have cancer! Of course! That's why your hair is falling out and that's why you've been going to the hospital at least once a month! Why didn't you tell me?! Kenny do you not understand how bad this hurts me! What the hell! Every day you've been saying you're fine but truth is you've been dying this whole time and there's probably no time left!" I shout and slam the door. Why wouldn't he tell me this sooner! But it's not just that he didn't tell me, he's dying and I don't know what I'm going to do if he dies.

I run out of the room and I feel a warm arm touch me. Corey. I can't talk to him right now I have to get calm. I snatch my arm as hard as I could away.

"Beth! Come here right now! You don't do that!" He said and I ignore him. He grabs my arm again and I'm getting mad.

"LET GO OF ME COREY!" I yell and run out of the door.

"What's your problem?!" He asks and I stop and turn around.

"Kenny has cancer and he didn't tell me. My best friend has a possibility of dying." I say.

"You're so into Kenny. Do you just want to break up?! Go and stay with that stupid friend of yours. I hope he dies." He says and that's it. I grab his hair and yank it down and jump on top of him. That pissed me off.

"Let go of me!" He says and tries to get me off of him. Doctors come out and grab a hold of me. I try and get them off of me but I can't defeat him.

"Get this psycho off of me!"

"Go to hell Corey!"

I get set in a room and everything goes black.

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