Bad meets Evil

Bad&Evil: Separated

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Aish. Marami-raming chapters pa 'to! Hahaha. Marami pang ie-explain ang author-nim niyo. Marami rin kasing missing piece at plot holes e. Magbasa ka na :)

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Jade's PoV

Hindi ko na alam kung bakit puro na lang kamalasan ang buhay ko. Hindi na mawala-wala ang mga bwiset nakamalasan na iyan sa katawan ko. Siguro, isinumpa ba ako noon para maging ganito kamalas!

"N-no. B-bawiin mo lahat ng sinabi mo, Carah. Please don't tell me that bullshit. Those are just nonsense stuff, right? It's April! Maybe it's for a prank? April fools?" I said, holding her hands.

She takes back her hand, looking at me intensely. She broke the silence when she spoke, "Jade, I'm so... Sorry. I won't take it back anymore. All of what I've said earlier were the truth. I'm not pranking you. Sorry."

The tears I was holding back earlier flowed down my cheeks. Sh*t. I'm not mad because she loves Zach, I'm mad because after saying it, she's leaving me! It's such a different thing when it comes to a best friend-relationship. You just don't understand, unless you've been in a situation like this. Um.. I don't know if I'm really mad at her.

Or.. Am I mad because she hid this from me? ARGH! I'm confused.

"I'm not mad at you," I said. "At least you didn't cheat on me. I mean... You just loved him from afar, you didn't interfere. But.. Please don't leave me, I'm not letting you go. I'm pretty sure... you can overcome your feelings for him... am I right or left?"

"Jade. I won't be able to move on if I'm with the two of you. My feelings may just get deeper if I do. So please, Jade. Let me go. Let me do what I want. This time, let's be independent. I don't want to take Zach away from you. I know what you've been through, at hindi ko rin kayang pantayan ang pagmamahal niyo sa isa't isa, masyado na kayong maraming pinagdaanan para maabot itong mayroon kayo ngayon. Ayoko namang ako pa na naka-witness ng paghihirap niyo ang sumira sa relasyon niyo. Ayokong ako na best friend mo ang makasira sa inyo. At sa parte ko naman, mas lalo lang akong nasasaktan kapag kasama ko kayo. Kaya sorry, Jade. Sorry dahil biglaan ang pag-amin ko sayo. Alam kong hindi mo inaasahan 'to pero sinabi ko pa rin," seryosong sabi niya.

Pareho na kaming umiiyak, at nakikinig lang ako sa mga sinasabi niya. "And... sorry. Kasi hindi ko na kayang itago itong mga nararamdaman ko para kay Zach. Sorry kung minahal ko siya ng patago. Sorry kung minahal ko siya kahit na alam ko kung gaano niyo kamahal ang isa't isa. Sorry kung magkakahiwalay tayo ngayon ng dahil lang sa katangahan ko," pagpapaumanhin niya, at mas lalo pa akong napaiyak sa huli niyang sinabi.