War of Hormone

Danger

There are a lot more ways to earn money as a camboy than just masturbating in front of a live audience. Some other camboys and girls also have social media accounts where they post pictures, leave links to their PayPal or whatever so their sugar daddy can donate to them or they post videos that can only be accessed after a fee has been paid. Jin doesn't really like doing any of that extra stuff, he already makes enough money to get by without sending strangers pictures of his feet for 20,000 Won. And the less material of him there is out there, the better. He doesn't want any videos of himself to circle the internet forever. Of course, viewers can take screenshots or even record during live streams, but whenever Jin finds a video of himself on some porn website, he makes sure to report it. He can't get rid of it all and he will probably be on the internet for the rest of his life, but he can at least limit the number of nudes of himself that the world gets to see. He still has hopes of finding a normal job after all of this is over. Hopefully, one that isn't too thorough with background checks.

There is one thing, however, he finally let his viewers talk him into after some time. A PO Box combined with an Amazon wishlist. Because apparently Jin's viewers like sending him sextoys for him to try out on camera. Sometimes they also send clothes, well lingerie to be precise, or small presents. But mostly the stuff they did send is somehow related to Jin fucking himself on camera for their enjoyment. It's not like Jin really minds, a good vibrator can get quite expensive and using the same things over and over again will get boring for his audience at some point. He is not really a huge fan of receiving lingerie though. Jin doesn't like dressing up for his shows the way a lot of other camboys do. Most other camboys Jin has seen so far like to take advantage of their frail, androgynous bodies, wearing thigh highs and pastel colours to look more feminine for the old guys watching them. And they act all cute, calling their audience Oppa despite being boys themselves. That is something Jin could never do. First of all, because he doesn't like the cute act and second because he can't stand those cute outfits. Not because he really dislikes pastel colours or thigh highs or lingerie, but with his broad shoulders Jin does not have a delicate slender body like the other boys. He is handsome, yes, but being beautiful does not necessarily make a man more feminine. Even if some people seem to think so.

Just once Jin really tried to go for the cute look. White knee socks, pink panties that were really uncomfortable – never before was he so eager to undress in front of a camera – and a fuzzy white sweater. It was terrible. He felt uncomfortable, not because of the clothes but because of the comments people made about him. The live chat was filled with people calling him Princess and Jin hated every second of that performance. After that, he never wore something pink again in front of the camera. Which is a pity actually, because Seokjin had always liked the colour pink. He likes wearing pink clothes, he likes fuzzy sweaters that fit a little loose on him, but he does not like when people treat him as less of a man because of it. He wouldn't have minded being called a prince. But if liking pink makes him a princess then he would rather not wear that colour anymore.

He still dresses up, however, but not in that style. Jin likes wearing mesh shirts, leather chokers, tight ripped pants or shirts that show off his broad shoulders. He thinks the difference between how he looks and how he acts is what makes him appealing to most viewers. Most camboys act very submissively and to some extent so does Jin, after all, he too eagerly fucks himself with a nice collection of toys for a horny audience to watch. But Jin is not like the other boys that cash in on giving the viewers the impression that he would gladly take them. Jin always maks sure that he is the one in charge. That his viewers should feel honoured to be allowed to watch him. It's a difficult thing to keep that last bit of dominance in such a situation but Jin manages. They get to watch Jin fuck himself, knowing that they will never be allowed to touch him. He accepts the toys they send him and they get to watch him use them as a way of thanking them. Jin tries his best to be desirable because they can't have him. And he knows that that only makes them want him more.