I'm Not A Fan (BTS x reader)

Chapter 9- Regret?

Suga went beside me, he smiled his baby face to me, "hello". I nodded to him while biting my bottom lip, then I frowned, "how old...are you?". "2 years older than you", he smiled. My jaw-dropped, "you look young...". He laughed, "I get that a lot because I'm cute". I slapped his arm with a frown because of how self-conceited he is, "how about Jin?".

"oh? He's the oldest", both Rapmon and Suga answered. My eyes widened by a fraction, I did not believe that he's the oldest, then I thought, that's why they all called him hyung, am I the only one who called him by Jin? I'm so rude but I'm always rude...whatever.

"I thought..Rapmon is the oldest", I frowned to myself while looking down at my feet. "hahaha, maybe that's because I'm the leader, btw, Suga and J-hope are older than me". What?! Rapmon looks older than them.

"geez, you really don't know anything about us", Rapmon laughed.

We went to the restaurant.

Wait, restaurant?

Why are we eating in a restaurant? I stopped walking and stared at the restaurant before I felt someone holding my hand, my face turns pink, it was Jimin, "don't worry, Rapmon-hyung will be paying for our lunch". I look at him but avoided his eyes, I nodded. He pulled me into the restaurant. Jungkook was following us from behind.

Jimin sat beside me and Jungkook sat on the other side of me, across from us was J-hope Suga and Taehyung and on the end of the table were Rapmon and Jin. It was awkward until I receive a message from Seola.

I look at my phone and read my message.

SoLoud: (y/n)-ah? Where are you and your fav maknae? I gave up on my assignment! Did you ask him out?

My face burns, this girl won't stop embarrassing me won't she?

Me: BAKAAAA!! 😠😠
SoLoud: seriously girl, where are you?
Me: I thought you told me that you won't be eating with us, babo!
SoLoud: i knooooow, I changed my mind, where are you?
Me: out
SoLoud: so you did ask him out 😏

This girl.

"(y/n)-ah, put your phone, it's rude to do that while you're in the dining table", Rapmon said but I put my index finger to my lips and shushed him while still having my eyes on the phone with a red face. Then Jungkook sighed and held my hand, "(y/n)-noona, tell your friend that you are busy". I look at him, he read it, didn't he?

Wait, did Jimin read it too?

I gulped and sighed, "okay..".

Me: shut up, don't disturb me, a certain hyung will be angry at me.
SoLoud: hyung? Someone else is with you??

I closed my phone and place it in my pocket and apologized to Rapmon who only smiled at me. I feel guilty now, Seola is alone in school while I'm hanging out with her biases.

I laid my head on the table while closing my eyes and let out a sigh. My face was facing Jimin who was on my right.

"(y/n)-ah, what do you want to order?", I can hear Jimin's voice. "I'm not hungry..". "(y/n)-ah, what's wrong?", he asked again. "nothing". "(y/n)-aahhh~". "I feel guilty...", I murmured. He sighed before I felt someone patting my head and I know it was Jungkook. I know his hand.

"is it because of your chingu?", Jimin asked. I stayed silent because he was indeed right. "don't worry, noona-ah, she'll be fine", Jungkook gently stroke my hair. I sat up properly, "but it's not fine for me, she's my only...friend I have.. What if she left me because of this?". Jungkook's eyes widened while I feel their eyes on me.

"I'll still be your friend, we are your friend!", he piped up. I look at him, 'he's the sweetest maknae I've ever had', I smiled to him and reach my hand to his head before patting his head back, "you're really sweet", after I said that and realized what I said, I looked away, embarrassed at what I said. I can see him by the corner of my eyes that his face was pink and his eyes were widened a little.

"noona, you--"

"I'll order what you order, Jimin-ah", I poked his shoulder after cutting Jungkook's line. Jimin smiled and nodded, "she'll take black noodle".

I look at the front when Suga and Taehyung decided to exchange their seats. Suga gave up because he's older. I looked by the corner of my eyes that Jungkook was biting his lip and was looking down at his fiddling fingers. Really cute.

"(y/n)ii, I'm curious, which song is your favourite? From BangTan Sonyeondan?", Taehyung asked making me look up at him but then I regret because the four of them that were seating infront of me were looking at me, J-hope, Taehyung, Suga and Rapmon, who were seating across of Jungkook, me, Jimin and Jin.

"u-umm...I like all but..the song that brings me to sleep is Blanket Kick and the song that make me feel like I want to dance is Converse High", I smiled to myself while looking at my hand. Then they clapped their hands. Suga gave a thumbs-up, "you have good taste", he leaned closer and ruffled my upper hair.

J-hope smiled, "so, are you ready to open up to us?".