Ash x serena (discontinued)

Worthless

Warning: this part might be triggering, talks about killing himself. Ash cuts himself so if you can't handle things like that I wouldn't recommend reading this chapter.

Ash's pov

Walking to Serena room I spotted a mans backpack by her door. Worried I tried to open the door, but it was locked.

I knocked repeatedly in till someone opened the door. Gary opened the door with a huge smile his hair was a mess. His shirt shirt was off and his pant were down.

Tears treating to spill I bit my lip. I can't just assume that she cheated. "Wh-ere is Serena, I-I ne-ed to talk to her." My voice was shaking I was having a lot of trouble holding in my tears.

"Sorry she's getting changed and if I were you I would leave Serena lone. She's mad at you for all the pain you cause her. To be honest I have no clue why she put up with someone as worthless as you."

Slamming the door in my face I stood there stocked. She didn't cheat on me Serena isn't like that. Would she? I did cause her so much pain, why did I think I could have her?

Letting the tears fall I ran without a clue where I was going. Lillian was right no one would ever truly love me.
That why my dad left and that's why my mom killed herself.

They hated me, I made them leave. Locking myself in my room I found a surgery knife. If I was just gone no one would've sufferer as much as they did.

Mom. More tears rolled down my cheek as I slashed my arm with my knife.

One cut for dad. Three cuts for Lillian. Four cuts for all my friends.

And five cuts for Serena, who I've hurt so much, more tears fell. I held the knife up to my throat but my door swung open.

Serena took the knife away, She looked down at my cuts. Blood gushed out of them as the floor was coved in blood.

"Why," Serena questioned as she looked at me tears falling down her cheeks. Throwing the knife away she hugged me. "Why," she repeated sadness and anger in her voice.

"Yo-u d-on't ha-ve t-t-to pre-t-end to li-ke m-me." My voice shaking violently finding it hard to speak.

"Didn't I tell you to never give up on yourself. You are the most important person to me, you're a hero." She yelled, tears keep coming.

"I'm s-so-rry," I mubled trying to clam myself down. She was acting like I killed her cat. Wait why is she mad at me I souls be mad at her. It's not my fault she cheated, but I really can't blame her.

Holding me in her arms she pat my head. "Hey what happened Serena," Gary asked as he walked into the room.

"Ash was have... an issue," Serena said standing up blocking me. Hearing Gary's voice made my blood boil. How could he do this to me. Twice. I storm out of the room starting to feel dizzy.

"Ash please wait," Serena scream trying to reach me. I turned around and looked at her. "You're the one that made me do this. Don't talked to me I want to be alone for a while." I said running off leaving Serena.