A Cup Of Tea

Chapter Thirty

2 months later

Dear Diary,

I'm supposed to be going into labor in the next few days...I took Dr. Bergson's advice and told Woody he couldn't accompany me to the hospital...This was something personal and well...should be shared between me and my baby's father. John has agreed to take me to the hospital when the time comes. I have a baby bag set beside my front door already so I'll be prepared when the time comes...and can I just admit that I'm scared! I'm going to have to push another living being out of me! Women die from this....so I'm terrified! These contractions are already painful....I can only imagine what the real thing is going to feel like! But I'm down to 3 baby names:

Charlotte

Ava

Sienna

I talked with John about the names since he technically deserves some say in what we name our little girl. He likes the name Charlotte the most...so maybe that might be our baby name, but I'm bot so sure...Woody likes Ava, but he's doesn't have a say in what I name the baby...so I dunno. So it turns out that John really did tell his parents! His mom stopped by a week ago and dropped off a couple baby clothes and left. She didn't want to talk to me, but oh well! I confess...I am shocked that John actually told his parents about me and my pregnancy...it shows how much he's growing up! He might actually be a good father...let's just hope he doesn't mess anything up! Now that I'm 9 months I find it sad that I can't walk good any more....My stomach is so huge I can't see my feet. It's depressing...I get so sad some days. I can't explain it.....but that's okay...nothing makes sense for me right now anyways. My butt and pelvic area are always hurting...and sometimes I feel to fatigue to even eat, but I still EAT A LOT! I'm not crazy!

- T :)