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[07]: The Betrayal

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You were once my everything,
Until you showed your true colours.
The tears poured down my eyes,
You are really so damn cruel!
-Yuichiro Amane

•☆○*;o。𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘢𝘦𝘭𝘢'𝘴 𝘗𝘖𝘝。o;*○☆•
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     The creeping feeling lingering from deep within my stomach, only expanded, making me feel as if I was falling down a deep, stark, never-ending pit. My toes tapped aggressively against the stone-cold floors, my whole body restless as I could feel the hairs on my body stand up like porcupine quills from the shivers coursing through my bulging veins like snake venom.

       I could feel my hands clench, wanting, needing his presence. It would be quite frightening how in love I was with him. My hands wanted to touch him, to squeeze him, to suffocate him with my presence.

    I wanted to whisper into his ear like the harmony of an audacious, romantic love song, possessing him with my words, brazenly enlightening him that he was the sole purpose of my entire existence.

      I was perplexingly confused at my own emotions that seemed unfathomable to break down into mere words. Why did I feel this way? I wasn't completely sure, but what I was clearly aware of was that those feelings were stronger than all of the strongest bodybuilders in the world put together.

Just the small remembrance that creeped in the depth of my mind full of the redness flaring on his pretty face, and the long, dragged out whimpers from when my fingers trailed down his heated skin, made me want to scratch the skin off of my arms.

I had no self control, as the clock ticked as if mocking me that time would run out before I was able to mark him as mine. My feet stood up as I made my way to the closet, reaching out for the cancer sticks that I left there to rot.