[10]: Butterfly Necklace

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A/N: There is triggering content in this chapter. Please don't read it if you can't handle it.

 Please don't read it if you can't handle it

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**✿❀ 𝘠𝘶𝘪𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘰'𝘴 𝘗𝘖𝘝 ❀✿**«────── « ⋅ʚ♡ɞ⋅ » ──────»

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*✿❀ 𝘠𝘶𝘪𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘰'𝘴 𝘗𝘖𝘝 ❀✿*
«────── « ⋅ʚ♡ɞ⋅ » ──────»

My longing for peace and harmony,
To feel free like a butterfly's wings,
I'm slowly disintegrating.
Please save me,
Before it all goes black.

        The hot water streamed down my back as I closed my eyes shut, massaging the shampoo into my scalp. I glanced at my arms and legs, noticing that they were red from the hot temperature the shower water was set on. I didn't care.

      I lathered the mango body wash onto my body, rubbing it in, getting rid of the retched smell of sex. I smelled of day old cum when I woke up, and it wasn't pleasant at all. Shindo was still sleeping soundly in bed, while I felt absolutely disgusted.

I had no right to be angry at Shindo. I was the one who initiated it. Now that I think about it, I think that if i was in my right mind and didn't have a high fever at that time, I wouldn't of had sex with him. I would've chosen to kill someone instead to deal with my demons.

Shindo wasn't a bad person to me (despite him being a famous serial killer). I didn't hate him. Ever since I entered the Badlands, he's always had my back and stayed by my side.

He even helped me when I got a high fever (by giving me 'relief' if you know what I mean). I appreciated his kindness, I just didn't know why he acted this way towards me.

Why did he have a crush on me? I could tell that he liked me in that way, and I wasn't really sure why. There's really nothing likeable about me, I'm a human soul full of demons for fuck's sake!

As for my own feelings for him, they were more mellow and cloudy. I felt like we were strangers yet I felt so weirdly close to him as well as if he was always apart of my life.

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