BROKEN° [minjoon.] ✓

[BROKEN]

May 25th 2018

It was raining heavily when Namjoon sat in his chair calmly reading a book. He wanted to clear his head about the last days. The rain was something Namjoon always loved. It was calming, mysterious and at the same time sweet. Sweet like cotton candy and strawberryd flavoured ice cream. The sound of the rain knocking on his windows really did something to Namjoon.

Joonie got married 5 years ago. Sadly his husband, Jimin passed away a couple days ago. However he doesn't seem to remember how Jimin died. But when he died a lot of people didn't contact Joon. Even Jimin's younger brother, stopped talking to him completely.

It was sad. Namjoon sitting alone in his house with nothing but the rain.

But for some reason he did not miss Jimin. It was like he was still there. While he woke up, cooked and even when he was sleeping. Jimin was nice, sweet and caring. He fitted perfectly with Namjoon so it didn't suprise them both when they fell in love. On one date Namjoon proposed. He proposed by buying a silver ring with a diamond. But that's not the only thing he got Jimin. Together with a beautiful bouquet of white roses, he kneeled down and while Jimin was crying his eyes out he sweetly took his hands and kissed them both.

"Park Jimin, Do you wanne be my husband? My world and my air and always be there for me. Do you wanne marry me?"

Of course Jimin happily answered yes while crying. Years passed by and Jimin always held the white roses in a red vase by their dinnertable. When people visited them they weren't suprised when they saw the old roses with some fresh new ones.

Jimin loved Joonie to the fullest and on their wedding day he got dressed in a al white suit with ofcourse a bouquet of snowwhite roses.

"Park Jimin, do you wanne be my husband. Do you wanne be on my side through sickness and heath, through bad days and good days. Even when the death seperates us?"

"yes, I do"

Namjoon will always remember how those few words came out of Jimins pink lips. And after those words, he kissed those lips.

Joon closed his eyes and placed the book away. He schouldn't think about Jimin. If he would he would only get sadder and sadder. He leaned his head on the table and letted out a long sigh.

"Why did you leave me Jimin?"

"Because you killed me"

He almost broke his neck when he turned to look into the direction of the voice. It was Jimin. Namjoon wanted to cry but he remembered that he had to forget Jimin. He looked down and bit his bottem lip.

"you're not real are you...?"

Suddenly Joon could not breath. Jimins face was close to his and his hand was sqeezing his neck. "Do I feel real, Joonie?"

All he could do was cry and look at Jimins eyes. They got empty and didn't contain the sparkles and hope he used to see in them. The sight just made him cry big salty tears.

"Do you remember when you did this to me? When I was sitting at that excact same spot and crying just like you did? The only difference Joonie is that I begged you to stop."

Jimins mouth came incredible close to his ear when he whispered. "You're not getting out of it this time Baby, remember what you did, remember how you killed me."

Suddenly Namjoon bursted out crying. He remembered all the time how he killed him, he was just to stubborn to accept it. That he actually did kill his soulmate.

Jimin letted go and grabbed the vase while stroking the blood stained roses. It was Jimins blood. He dropped the vase and watched as it broke in thousand pieces. Just like how Namjoon's heart broke.

He didn't mean to kill Jimin, It was an accident. Jimin just stared to long at his ex, Taemin. One evening while it was raining, Namjoon confronted him, telling him that he saw Taemin kissing Jimin. But what he didn't know or rather didn't want to believe is that Jimin was being forced by Taemin. He tried to push him away but it was no use.

Joon killed Jimin that night, and broke his heart and his promise he made 5 years ago.
"Even when the death seperates us"

And now, Jimin was gonna get his bittersweet revenge.

He pulled out the same knife Namjoon used to kill Jimin. It still had Jimin's dark red blood on it and it might even have a couple tears stained on there. "You know what you said on our wedding right? Through sickness and health, good days and bad days. Even when death seperates us."

He held the knife close to Namjoon's neck and cutted it open.

"You're coming with me baby"

His body went limp and his blood splattered on the roses that were on the floor. Jimin looked down at him. "Can't forget the last thing." he whispered. He pushed the knife in his heart. His eyes were open when he died. Just like how Jimin's were open when he died.

Jimin layed the knife in the vase and grabbed Namjoon's body. He had to make sure that nobody will ever know his death. Just like how nobody can know his. Yes that's true, Jungkook didn't even tell his family that Jimin died. Why would he?

He burned Namjoon's body and mixed it in a wine that tasted just as bitter as Joon himself. He looked through the cabinets and found what he looked for. It was a bottle of sweet sugar wine. It was Jimin's wine.

He placed Namjoon's next to his and closet the cabinet, burned the key and made sure nobody will interrupt their peace.

"Funny, Everything I ever gave for you, you just took it away just because I was looking at my ex."

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Hope you enjoyed the angst!
Btw yes that's right, Taemin also was his ex. Maybe that's why Joonie got so mad yknow.