Friends with benefits ( a mindless behavior story)

jealous

I really hate her man. she is ruining my life without even trying. its like she wants to watch my whole world burn. ughhh i really want something bad to happen to her and im gonna do everything in my power to make it happen. i walked out of the hospital. i know that i shouldnt leave because i dont have permission to but i dont give a fuck. i dont know what im going to do but i will do something.

Kaylani's pov

i feel like a horrible person. right now im watching Princeton have a mental break down. and for some reason im not doing anything about it. i lowkey dont feel bad because he isnt even feeling half of what i felt during my relationship with him. the reason why i feel bad at all is becuase i still love him. well i think i do. anyways i feel bad because i caused this too. i hate it when people go through a hard time because of me. thats why i never left Cheyenne's side. she always feels like she isnt good enough because im "perfect". she will be my bestfriend forever. i hope she feels the same way. i promised i would be her bestfriend no matter what and i wont break that promise. well unless she crosses the line and she hasnt yet. everyone keeps telling me to drop her but i cant. she was my first friend and i dont want to let her go. i know that she kinda crossed the line by the whole boyfriend thing but she was just jealous of me. right? she is still my bestfriend right? should i listen to everyone else or should i listen to myself? maybe people are telling the truth. ughhhh i have no idea what to do about anything anymore.

Princeton's pov

i dont know what to do with my life anymore. Kaylani was my everything. i cant believe how much i fucked up. i love her so much and i didnt even realize it until she wasnt mine anymore. how could i have been so stupid? i got up from the floor.

Lani: where are you going?

Prince: why does it matter? its not like you care about me anyways.

Lani: Princeton are you really saying this right now?

Prince: yes i am. because we both know that its true.

Lani: no it isnt. i care about you so much Princeton. i told you that already.

Prince: Kaylani stop lying to me. i know you dont care.

Lani: if anyone doesnt care its you.

Prince: what the hell do you mean? i care about you soooo much Kaylani. i have done so much for you and now you think i dont care about you?

Lani: yes Prince. you care about me soooooo much. if you care so much then why did you cheat? if you care so much why did you lie to me? if you care so much why did you ignore me? if you care so much why did you hurt me so bad? i stormed out of the room. god i hate her so much but i love her too. i really wish she wasnt such a bitch sometimes. i layed my head in my knees.

??: whats wrong? i looked up.

Prince: get the fuck away from me Cheyenne.

Chey: why? whats wrong babe?

Prince: get. the. fuck. away. from. me. she kissed me and i heard a gasp. i looked up and saw Lani. she had new tears running down her face.

Lani: i came here to say sorry but now i see that i was right and you really dont care.

Chey: i told you to stay away from me Princeton. look what you did.

Prince: what the fuck? Lani i swear on my life i didnt kiss her. she kissed me after i told her to get away from me. she kept crying. i walked up to her and kissed her. she pulled away quickly.

Lani: dont touch me. you broke your promise to me Princeton.

Princeton: what promise?

Lani: you promised me when we first met that you wouldnt date her because she cheats. Princeton you lied to me. she started sobbing.

Prince: Kaylani i know what i did in the past but what just happend was all her. Kaylani Brianna Preciado i love you more than anyone in this world. and im going to be honest with you. when i first met you i liked you alot but so did Roc and i didnt like that. so when you and Roc broke up i was happy because i could finally be with the girl i loved but when we started dating i was mostly trying to make him jealous because i was jealous of your relationship with him. you guys looked so happy and i wanted what you had with him. and there is something that i havent exactly told you yet...

hi sorry i took longer than i said i would. i was updating my other story. read it maybe? vote for this one? oh yeah i keep forgetting to tell you guys that i dont plan on ending this soon anymore. i will update either tomorrow or monday i promise.