We walked inside Walmart and just picked up some water,pop and basic snacks like chips, cookies, crackers and fruit. We walked back out and I put all that way, but kept a bottle of water and a bag of chips up front with Elton and I.
"Hey Elton can I ask you for some advice on kinda a personal topic? I just feel like you know more about it than I do. You are almost 10 years older then me." I kinda laughed.
"Sure I guess." He said as he pulled back into the highway.
"Well Colby and I... Well I... I mean... uh." I stuttered as I tried to find a way to say it.
"Have you two fucked yet?" Elton asked.
"Well... um... no." I said as I looked down at my lap.
"You haven't! Weren't you like a mega fan?!" Elton asked as he practically shouted.
"Yeah. Wait how did you find that out?" I asked confused as I snapped my attention to him.
"Gabbie, but that's besides the point." He laughed.
"Well that what I wanted to ask you about. I know he wants to he's tried to make his way to that a few times, but I get anxiety every time." I say as I kill back down at my legs embarrassed.
"And your question is..."
"Elton what should I do?"
"If you're not comfortable or you don't fell like you're ready you shouldn't have to be pushed into that. Wait he's not pushing you to do it is he?"Elton asked as he looked over at me.
"No not at all. He's been understanding about it we just really haven't talked about it. Is it normal for me to have anxiety about it tho?"
"You're young Josie and you're quite a bit younger than Colby. Especially if you haven't done it before."
"God I feel like I'm talking to my dad about this." I laughed in kinda an embarrassed way.
"No I'm UNCLE Elton! I am not a father." He said in kinda a joking way.
"Ha yeah true. I feel bad though Elton. What if he leaves me because I won't have sex with him." I began to cry.
"Hey Josie, don't worry that would never happen. Shea fucked him and he still left her for you." Elton said as he set his hand on my shoulder.
"But still I'm worried." I cried.
"I would never do that princess." I herd a voice say from behind me.
"Colby how long have you been listening to us?" I turned around to see Colby standing behind me.
"Long brought to know that I love you and that I would never do that to you." He said as he came and stood next to the seat.
I stood up and just pulled him into a tight hug. I was still crying a bit, but now it's because I was happy."Why would you think that?" He asked as he looked down at me.
"Can we talk about that in the back?" I asked as I liked up at him. Colby nodded.
"Night Elton. Thanks for your help." I said as I hugged Elton from behind his chair.
"No problem Jo." He said a she grabbed my arm.
Colby and I walked back to bed and laid down. I took off my sweat pants and climbed under the covers next to him. I laid my head in his bare chest so I could hear his heart beat.
"So why would you think that?" He asked as he rubbed my back.
"Past experience." I said as I made circles in his tummy with my fingers.
"A guy should never leave a girl for that reason. Josie if you're not ready I understand you're still young and I never want you to feel pressured by me." He said seeming kinda sad.
"I never feel pressure I just panic about stupid shit." I explained.
"It's not stupid. It's very understandable." Colby said as he played with the hem of my shirt.
"Thank you baby. I'm so glad I have you." I smiled. My eyes were slowly closing because I was tired.
"I'm beyond glad that I have you princess." Colby said as he kissed my head.
I fell asleep with my head on his chest, listening to his heart beat. I can say that was the best sleep I've had in a while.
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