Autophobia

Chapter 11: Under Control

I decided that I really didn't need that job, I made more drama in there than the money I made. It leaves me with more time to focus on the clan. Kells came in early he was there before me.

He didn't give me a dirty look, he didn't even look at me, but what he said was picking at brain and I'm extremely close to asking exactly who 'they' were.

     I went to my office and sat trying to think of anything. My mind was screaming, it has been since the day I saw the life be sucked out of the only person who ever cared about me. Some people don't get to see their fathers and I get that it hurts to feel neglected. My mother hasn't been the nicest to me maybe she has something to do with it. 

    "Hey," It was a deep voice, I figured it would be Kells. He shut the door behind him. "About last night, I didnt know what I was talking about, growing up where I did you have make shit up to keep yourself safe,"

     "Didn't realize I threatened you?" I gave him a what the fuck look, I have a feeling that he's still lying about it.

     "Don't know if your aware of it or not but you're normal personality is pretty threatening," he tried to lighten the mood a little but I wasn't in the mood for that. "But umm I should go...help the guys," he opened the door and turned around "not to sound like a dick but you know we're-" I cut him off.

   "Nothing, yeah. Never thought of us as anything else." I gave him a cocky half smile. He looked completely dumb founded.

    "Right," He furrowed his eyebrows and walked off.

   I rolled my eyes and got on my phone, I got a message from an unknown number.

Unknown: You're running out of time, Devyn

     I looked around and deleted the message. It can't be some punk ass Kid thinking it's cool to prank text, they knew my name.

________    Next Night

    The racing was good everyone in our clan won now we're at the worst part in my opinion. All the guys here were either guys in my clan or guys who had their ass kicked by my clan. So no D for D tonight. I don't know why but something felt off about this party. Kells is in the corner practically getting fucked but with clothes on, or at least pants anyway. Some girl was licking up his chest to his neck desperately trying to get his attention. I could hear her talking since she was one of those loud mouth bimbos.

     "Is this what you do when you're off grid," her attempt to look sexy literally made my eyes roll so hard, it hurt.

    He gave her a confused look. "When you're not the great rapper Machine Gun Kelly, you're the great racer Kells. Don't you get paid enough,"

     He pushed the girl off him and of course she exaggerated it and side across the floor. Some guy walked up to Kells. "What the fuck man, you think its okay to push my girl around!" The guy got in Kells face.

    "Your girl was just all up on me, you let her hoe around like that, that's messed up," Kells of course got into the guys face so I walked over to back him up even though he definitely started it.

    The guy looked at his girlfriend and she acted innocent and shook her head, "Why are you lying bro get off my girl," he pushed Kells and you could see the anger boil up.

    "Holy fuck man your girl is fucking ugly why would I want that,"

   Kells grabbed the guy and I decided now was the time to intervene. I pushed Kells back "Both of y'all get the fuck off each other, I know y'alls ego is just too fucking high to take it but it's gotta happen," It looked like Kells was going to rip the guys head off just by the look in his eyes.

   "Aww your girlfriend gotta help you out, how cute," the bitch thought she was safe since she was behind her man but I didn't let that shit slide.

    My head whipped around right to her, "Sorry but what was that? I couldn't hear you over the huge amount of cock you have shoved in your gold digging mouth!"

    "Excuse you?!" She hit me in the mouth, I could taste the iron from my blood on my tongue.

    I looked up at her with fire in my eyes, "You better hope you can run fast bitch," she turned to run and I hit her in the back of the head and she was down. I went down trying to get more hits on her but Kells grabbed me around my stomach and pulled me back.

    I fought as hard as I could but he was too tall so my feet couldn't reach the ground to get any control. She sat up slowly and I spit my mouth full of blood in her face and held up my middle fingers with my tongue out mocking her as Kells pulled me out of the building. I kept fighting I really wanted to get back and finish what Kells started.

    "Hey, HEY STOP IT!" Kells yelled trying to get me to settle down. "Devyn you KOed her before her foot even left the ground to start running, you won alright. For such a small girl you have so much fire in your blood." He put me down now and I was trying to get back in there as if there was someway he wouldn't notice me. "HEY FUCKING STOP!" He grabbed my wrist and spun me back around to face him.

    "You can't just fight people for no reason," He tried to be serious but he had way too much alcohol to think straight.

   "You're one to talk" I rolled my eyes.

    "Just cuz I do it doesn't mean it's right Devyn, you should know that by now,"

   "Just cuz you tell me to do something doesn't mean I will Colson, you should know that by now,"

    He stared at me and his jaw tensed then untensed and tensed again, his eyes were foggy from the alcohol, and his hair was a mess probably from me freaking out, but he was still so attractive he gave me a smile and it gave me happiness.

    I don't know what these feelings are but they don't feel right.

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So next chapter is going to be crazy, y'all are going to actually kinda meet or at least hear from Devyns mom, please correct me on any spelling errors;)

Love y'all💕