No one Knows. (A Jason Mcann Story)

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

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The next morning:

I wake up to a beautiful day in my beedroom. I remember that Cameron drove me home, when I was sleeping haha. He's really sweet. I stretch out my body, curl my toes, and let out a sigh. I lay still for a moment, then sit up. I walk into the bathroom and brush my teeth. I then wash my face, then put my hair I to a tight messy bun. I walk back into my room and notice I had received a text from Tay.

T: hey, can you come over? I need to tell you something..

Y:!yeah sure. Be there in 5.

I walk downstairs and grab an apple to eat. I then tell my mom where I'm going, slip on my cheap flip flops, and walk outside. It takes me literally two minutes to all to Tays. She's like down the street. Once I arrive at her house, I knock on the door hen open it. I like live here, so I have a right to just come in. She knows who it is! Haha. I go upstairs into her room, and see her lying on her bed.

"Hey girl." I say.

"Hi." She replies.

"Why so blank?" I ask.

"Y/N. I have to tell you something. But you have to not tell anyone okay?"

"Okayyy." I reply with a confused face.

She rolls up her sleeves of her cardigan, and shows me her wrists. I sit there in shock. My heart literally drops. I feel like I'm choking. By now, I have tears in my eyes.

"Tay? Why?" I ask with a heavy throat.

"I feel alone Y/N." She says looking down.

"I'm depressed, I feel so sad. I'm called names. Terrible names."

"But Tay. You're nit alone! I'm here for you. Cameron's here, Audrie, you're mom, my mom. He can you feel alone when you have all these people that love the hell out of you?"

"This is what I was afraid of. You just don't understand. I'm being called a slut, whore, bitch, fat."

"Taylor you are not a slut. Have you ever had sex with any men and slept with them? No. And a whore. Like what? Not in any world you are that. A bitch. You are the sweetest girl in the world. And fat? Oh hell no. You are one of the most skinniest people I know! Taylor. You are a beautiful girl! You're not any of those names. I love you so much Taylor. Please stop." I explain.

She starts to cry. I hug her tightly, telling her everything's going to be okay.

"I'm going to help you." I say.

"I don't want help." She replies.

"Taylor. Do you know how bad this is? I never thought that a beautiful girl like you would cut. I need to help you. This is a terrible thing." I say.

She looks down at her wrists.

"Taylor, I love you so much. Don't ever do this again okay? Don't scare me like this. Never leave me Taylor, ever." I say an pd start to cry.

"I won't ever leave you Y/N." She says.

"You're my everything Taylor." I say as we both start to cry.

AUTHORS NOTE PLEASE READ:

Okay, I'm sorry this took so long, but I got very emotional writing this. My best friend has recently started self harming. She feels alone, and scared. What's worse is, she is now living far away, and I can only see her so many times a year. I feel so bad, and terrible about this. I cry every night, thinking about you. I pray for you every single moment I have alone. I love you so much. I hope you realize that people care for you, and it's not just me. I'm now crying. Like straight down tears. Never ever leave me. Okay? I love you so damn much, I can't thank you enough for a wonderful childhood. You are my life, my everything. I can't thank you enough. I know that you don't want help, but I think you do. I know, it's not about me. I'm not in this situation. It's your life and your choices. But, this is a serious thing that needs to be felt with. I love you. I hope you understand on how I feel. Because I sure do know how you feel. ❤️

-you're best friend.