Stay With Me - Ren Jinguji x Tradegy! Reader

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"Ren, I love you."

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Pitch black darkness. Lots and lots of pain. It's really hot. In the distance I hear a voice shout for me. It sounds familiar. I feel like he's reaching for me but he's held back. There's sirens all around us.

I want to go to him, run to him. I'm in too much pain to move. All I do is lay there crushed and feeling pain all over as something eats at me. Soon I don't even have the strength to keep my eyes open.

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"I love you as well, (Y/N)."

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I see light from behind my eyelids. I slowly open my eyes and blink away the dizziness from my vision. Feeling a bit light headed I am faced with a ceiling. I turn my head towards my left and see a dark patterned wall then I feel my left hand holding something. I grip it as best as I can and notice that it is a male's hand.

Feeling too weak to sit up I shift myself so I can angle my head downwards. I see an orange haired male who seems to be sleeping in a chair with his head resting by my legs on the bed. His hair seems to be put of sorts and I can't see his face since it's turned away from me. I look towards my hand and find it connected to his. I squeeze his hand finding it calming and familiar, something I treasure.

At peace I fall back into unconsciousness.

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"We will always be together, even if we have to keep it a secret."

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I awaken with my left hand feeling cold. This time I'm able to sit up with the strength I've gained. As I sit up I realized that my blanket and bed seem to be quite luxurious, but find my eyes drifting towards movement in front and to the right of me. I also notice that I'm in a large room. It's like two bedrooms combined and again it luxurious, like the bed and blanket.

Though I notice the orangette who was sleeping by me. He's still dressed in the same clothing and is pacing around the room. Happy he's awake I try to put on a smile though can't be sure if I was able too or not. I then try to speak out but he noticed me before I do. In an instant he comes over to my side and takes my hand.

I look at his face not paying attention to anything the leaves his mouth. I'm too concerned with all of the worry that is clearly shown and placed on his face. Haven't been thinking much lately I stare at the familiar face. I feel a urge inside of me and cry. This person looking so sad and worried towards me hurts me deeply.

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"Because you're an idol right? So the world can't know about us? ...But I want them to know that you're all mine."

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Even once I stopped crying I stayed in his arms. He gently pets my head as we stay there together. The time we release is when a woman in a nurse's uniform comes in, but he stays in the room. She goes to my right and it is then that I realize all of the cords connected to me. I then start noticing all of the bandages on me as well, with my body being in a patients gown.

I look around me but I don't seem to be in a hospital room. I can feel myself being confused and anxious as my heart beat picks up, and I try to rack my brain in order. What do I even look like right now? I feel my eyes go towards the person who has been with me this whole time. I probably show a worried expression since he seems to react to it right away, but the nurse refuses him to come towards me as she works.

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I feel his lips on mine. Ren Jinguji, a man who's labeled a flirt, playboy, and womanizer. Is the one I love most.

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My eyes follow the male as he sits down beside me. The nurse gone he tells me everything. Apperently we were living together but the only people who knew that were his group members. He came home late one night, he saw the house in flames and heard sirens in the distance. He ran into the house right away to come look for me.

He was shouting my name but before he could throughly search or go deeper into the house the firefighters came in and grabbed him, forcing him out. He did everything he could to shove them off and to go look for me. Soon the police grabbed him to make sure he didn't run off as the firefighters went to search the building. He tried everything he could at the time. That's why I'm in a expensive room like this, he made sure I got all of the best doctors, treatments, everything.

Not only that but he stayed with me the whole time.

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"One day, the world will know that I'm yours, and only yours."

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I stare down at my bandages. If I was in a fire then what's underneath them must be a horrific sight. Is my face covered in bandages and burn marks as well? I reach up to touch my face but the male grabs hands, stopping me. I look at him and see that he's looking out the windows to the right of me. I follow him and see the orange purple glow of the sunset, or possibly sunrise.

"It was the evening right? When I confessed to you," his voice surprises me a bit. He confessed to me? I thought it would be the other way around. I look towards him.

"At first you thought of it as a joke, but you replied back sincerely even though you knew the obstacles ahead," he says this to me almost desperately. I reach out my left hand to touch his face which he allows. I feel a faint distant memory flash across my eyes.

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"Jinguji! Aren't you suppose to be at the venue where STARISH's debut concert will take place? You asked me through to text to meet you here so suddenly right away, but I bought a ticket so I'll see you there! You know that so wouldn't it be best to talk to me after the concert?" I instantly ask all of these things to Ren once I see him. Though he seems to show a serious expression.

"(Y/N)," I jump a little bit at him saying my actual name instead of a nickname like lady or little lamb.

"I love you."

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The memory comes back in full detail followed by others that I cherished. I feel tears go down my cheeks as I remember the love we have for each other. I hug him with all my might never wanting to let him go. The orange purple glow fades into night as we stay like that.

When I pull away I say, "We have to tell Shining. I want to be with you freely without being in secret. Let's tell him right away once we get out. Please, Stay With Me."

~~END~~

A/N

Here is another Ren oneshot requested by LightningStrike27 ! Thank you for requesting again! Though I didn't know if you wanted a sad or happy ending so I decided to go with happy.

I hope everyone enjoys this oneshot and thank you all for reading!

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