And Then You Left

Unexpected

A little note before you start reading: i can say that now the story is really beginning ;-)

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After all finally it was Saturday and the week was over. We finished our preparation at home so I could drop Julie to the airport and afterwards go to Chris' house to stay for a while. As Julie would be away for a week I really didn't want to stay all alone at that house.

Julie was really excited throughout our drive to the airport. She was always smiling and seeing her happy was making me happy too. On the other hand I would miss her.

After half an hour drive we were finally at the airport waiting together at the gate that Julie's plane would take off. We sat there in silence until the passengers were called to the plane. "Oh I'll miss you." I whispered as we were hugging. Julie giggle and holding me tightly said "I'll miss you too it's only a week nothing much."

"Have fun then! Loads of it! And bring me a snow globe." She nodded and taking her bag said "It's the same for you have fun. But not much of it...at least not in our home." I hit her on the arm as we both giggled she went to the gate.

I waited until the plane went away to the area that it would take off and then went back to my car. It was time for me to head to Chris' house. I really fancy Chris' house. It's loft with a huge entresol. Everything else is downstairs except for his bedroom.

While I was driving to Chris I had no idea what would happen that night and how it would change my life completely. I never knew that I'd breakdown that day and loose my power of holding on to the life. I never knew that the reason I was strong would betray me like this. I never knew he would turn into something he said he would never be.

Parking my car on the street I took my backpack with a few clothes in and walked towards Chris' home. I rang the bell and while waiting checked my reflection on the window. I was looking good in that fluffy black skirt, blue tank top with a cute little ribbon on and a thin hoodie.

"Hey honey!" he greeted me as he opened the door. I gave him a quick peck on the lips before going inside. Chris took my bag and quickly carried it upstairs as I made my way to the couch. His house was a bit messy as always.I don't know how but Chris was looking even hotter day by day. He only had a white shirt showing his muscles and a pair of low cut shorts but he was looking damn great.

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"Want more wine?" Chris asked pouring some for himself. It was about nine o'clock and we were watching a random movie we found on TV. Chris was a bit different, we were cuddling up as usual but his hands were moving a lot more. He was caressing my bare legs -as I was wearing skirt-, planting kisses on my neck randomly. I wasn't complaining or something but he was different and it was making me a bit nervous.

When the movie was done I yawned and leaned forward to put my glass on the coffee table. Suddenly Chris grabbed my waist and pulled me on his lap just as I put my glass down. He started tickling me. His arms were so strong that it was impossible to escape. After I had no breath left because of laughing we were lying on the couch, Chris on top of me, half supporting himself on his elbow. Before I could even catch my breath Chris smashed his lips down on mine.

First it was a slow, intense kiss but then it became faster, deeper and passionate. Chris' hands were everywhere on my body and my hands were tangled in his smooth hair. Chris' hands got under my blouse right up to my chest.

My heart was beating so fast that I could feel the blood flowing wildly in my veins. Chris took his hand out of my blouse and started unbuttoning it instead. At first I didn't even bother it and started to unbutton his shirt as well. He helped me to take off his shirt and threw it to the floor. I traveled my hands on his wide shoulders and down to his abs.

His hands were everywhere on me. He wrapped his arms around my bare belly and went on kissing me. Everything was just so full of love and lust but the I came crashing back to reality when his hands reached to the claps of my bra and even it was really hard under his strength I somehow managed to break the kiss.

I breathed heavily and said "C-Chris..." But he didn't care instead he lowered his head to my neck and planted kisses. "C-Chris please. I-I..." "Hmm?" he mumbled taking a break from kissing me. "I-I can't...I can't do this." Suddenly he stopped completely and just looked at me. I whispered with the breath I had left "I'm not ready." He looked at me in disbelief and seconds later sat upright.

I quickly buttoned my blouse and sat beside him. His hands were tangled in his hair with his elbows on his lap. "Chris I..." I tried to start speaking but he cut me off. "Don't say anything to me. I thought, after all this time...I thought you trusted me enough to live this with me." His voice was low, he wasn't shouting but he was frustrated I was sure of that.

"It's not that I don't trust you. I'm just not ready." He turned to me and shook his head. "What's about having a little fun? It's not a big deal." I was shocked that I heard these words from Chris.

"How can you say it's not a big deal. Maybe it's not for you but it's for me." He didn't answer but just looked away so I continued. "It has to be special, not like this." He fastly turned his head to me with frustrated eyes.

"Fine then go. Find the one you'll feel special with!" "You say it's over?" I asked in disbelief. I was pure shocked and horrified. This wasn't like the Chris I knew. He didn't answer but just looked at me. For the first time I couldn't see the Chris I knew in his eyes.

With tears forming in my eyes I got on my feet and slowly took off my ring. "I didn't know that our relationship was this invaluable. Thank you for proving me wrong Christopher." I put my ring on the coffee table and stormed up stairs to take my backpack and then came back downstairs. Chris was looking shocked at my ring. I, well I was just crying silently.

Not wasting another minute there I went to the door and Chris raced beside me holding my arm firmly as I opened the door. "Em, I'm sorry. I didn't mean..." I pulled my arm strongly but it didn't help. Chris closed the door and pinned me to the wall holding both my wrists above my head.

It was a harsh movement but his words were coming out of him softly. "Listen to me please. I didn't mean it. I'm sorry, terribly sorry." All I did was crying without looking at him. "Y-you screwed up!" I managed to say after minutes.

"Emily, please. Don't leave me." he pleaded. His voice was now shivering too just like mine. "L-let me g-go b-before this gets worse." I said trying to remain calm. He hugged me tightly and whispered "I can't let you go. You're everything I have. I know it's the same for you. Please give us a chance." I struggled in his arms. I knew if a stayed a bit more longer I'd break down. "No!" I said "I'm sorry please..."

"Save your breath I will not care!" I shouted looking at him angrily. I stepped outside and just as he was taking his jacket to come after me I looked at him for the last time and shouted "Don't you ever dare coming after me!"

I walked away. I walked non-stop since I had no breath left. I walked until I was out of my strength. So I collapsed on a random bench nearby and took my head between my hands. How could he do this to me?

The one he said he was in love with madly. The one he said he'd love whatever happened. I cried for a very long time and then my hands moved on its own and somehow dialed Daniel's number from my phone.

-Hello?

-D-Dan...

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