just because someone doesn't love you back
doesn't mean you stop loving them
just because their heart doesn't beat for you
doesn't mean yours stops beating for them
it's like listening to a sad song and changing the playlist
but on every playlist is that same sad song
because it reminds me of him
and maybe i should delete that song
or every single goddamn playlist because
now it seems like every song is a sad song
and they all remind me of you
but i don't think ridding myself of them would help
because i know
I know you don't love me as much as i love you
but i can't stop loving you in any way
because you stopped the pain for a moment and
it was then that i fell so hard and
now i'm nothing more than brittle bones in a hospital bed
i'm nothing more than broken
because of you and
i want to hate you
but i can't
and i tried throwing my phone away instead
but i put that sad song on repeat again
in my head.
- 11:20 am

YOU ARE READING
Sweet Nothing
PoetryA small collection of poems written from a dark place in my head.. From the deepest reaches of my soul to the hollow of my heart, on your screen is everything I found the words to express, whether or not it makes any sense at all.