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Its a different kind of hurt

To learn to love again

Like skinning your knees

Or learning to ride a bike

It feels so familiar

But still strange

Like seeing a childhood friend

Walking down the street

And it feels so empty

For a while

As if my heart broke open

To make room for him

And it's a terrifying feeling

The way he hugs me tight

Like he's holding me together

And watching me fall apart

Loving him is hard

Expecting the same outcomes

Like what happened before

Will always happen again


And I'm petrified in his kiss

The way his lips melt my heart

Like chocolate in a pants pocket

Or my dad's grilled cheese


I love the feeling

Butterflies in my chest

Free flying and swarming in my head

My minds a mess

I never thought I'd feel like this again

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