I never saw myself here
Curled up at 1 am
Struggling to hold myself together
Because no one's there to fix me
I never thought I'd still be so broken
It's been 6 years, 1 month, 22 days
Since you're gone
And I'm sorry I was never there
I'm sorry for the last time I saw your face
When it was scarred but lifelessly beautiful
I'm sorry for not being able to talk about it
I'm sorry I waste the life you were refused
I'm sorry for being sorry
I never saw myself being so happy
Not when you've been gone
When there's still a hole in my heart where you slept
And I know I'll never move on
I'll try to fill up the space and replace you
But nothing ever can
You were so special and I took it for granted
Your smile and baby blue eyes
I should've cared more
I should've listened because I forgot your voice
I should've been more careful with what I said
I should've thought of what I should've done then
Because if I could take it all back
I'd be happy with you
Instead of being happy alone.
Because I don't think this pain will stop
It will hurt for as long as I live with you gone
It will hurt until I see white roses and your pretty face again.
-1:05 am
YOU ARE READING
Sweet Nothing
PoetryA small collection of poems written from a dark place in my head.. From the deepest reaches of my soul to the hollow of my heart, on your screen is everything I found the words to express, whether or not it makes any sense at all.
